laughing freak

2010-04-27T21:52:00.001+08:00

i received my letter! :)

HAHAHAHA!!!! SO AWESOME!

here i come Art Design Media! ;)

ikea shopping!

2010-04-17T19:38:00.002+08:00

Im suppose to finish up ALL my marking today so that i can go out and play tmr with ling and maybe jo, if she has already come back from the awesome switz alps. But my dad decided to go ikea to shop for a new wardrobe and bookcase for my brothers.

Actually, a few days ago, I came back from school, and i saw that there was a lot of rubbish outside the house, rements of wood and alot of old things that we forgot about. Basically stuff that were hidden away in my brothers room. I went into the house and i found all their clothes and stuff sprawled all over the hallway. The wardrobe had been hacked and thrown away.

SO today was SHOPPING! It was basically alot of deciding between my mom and dad and a bit of my opinion here and there. My brothers were like running ALL over the place. It took us abit of time, but we manage to find what wanted :) Im getting a new bookshelf too! so awesome! The admin part was the longest part, and i was already tired from yesterday and walking around. So i found a nice high chair and fell asleep on the table. The aircon is so cool and ideal for sleeping :) I slept quite long and woke up only when my handphone fell on the floor with a loud THUD! i picked it up and sat stoning, listening to 3 of the ikea stuff talking about their heights. A teenage guy's height, a adult man's height and a adult woman's height. The adults were saying how tall their kids are already, pshhttttt, i stood up and walked pass them. i taller than their kids lor. hahaha. i lose to teenage boy and adult man lah of course. my dad got what he wanted and we went for lunch at geylang after that.

It's suppose to be like a restaurant but it was more like a hawker center with aircon and all the traditional cruisines there. Me and my brother were like damn hungry so we decided to choose the stall with the no queue. The Vietnamese stall. I bought a mi bok something which is something like beef noodles with spices and my brother bought beef noodles. WAH. the best new dish i tasted in YEARS. i love the lemony taste and the minty leaf taste in the noodle. It was strong yet it blends into the soup nicely. WILL GO AND EAT THERE AGAIN :)

The thing about going out on a saturday afternoon, no matter where you go or what you do, the end result will always be the same, SLEEPING OUT THE REST OF THE AFTERNOON and wake up only when the sun has set. damn awesome, and it rained too :)

im going to go start my marking now and wait patiently for my parents to come back from the alexandra ikea branch with my new bookshelf. So awesome ;)

let's revive this!

2010-04-16T23:01:00.003+08:00

i got one hour to do this before it's tmr. Will attempt to renovate this thing. If all fails i'll just move. That's like leaving 4 years of memories. Let's go!

Firstly, it's a new year! and 4 months has passed already. Im currently teaching art to the lower sec at Nan Chiau High School which is awesome :) My students are awesome too!
And the best thing is that i can actually use the term "After School" again! Being an art student at nyjc, is seriously exhausting in terms of how much time you spend in school! My average was either 7pm or 9.30pm :0 and 6pm is considered as early to me! haha!

Anyway my bday just passed again! and it was damn awesome. I never actually wrote birthday posts on my birthdays. It's strange, but oh well. It started off with an awesome no. of birthday wishes on fb or phone. Marli suggest that we go husband hunting in korea (CHANGMIN!) and find a sponcer for our trip there. heheh. jiawei said she loves junsu! and tiak... JAEJOONG! X)
(i realise i digress alot). My first class of the day 2D, sang me a birthday song and gave me a present! I let them paint after that! :) Painting is awesome. Second, 1F also sang me a birthday song and one of my students drew for me my favourite character from Bleach, Hitsugaya! and it came alot with a few other bleach characters keychains. And they were so cute! "TEACHER! Since it's your birthday today, LET'S CANCEL ART LESSONS and CELEBRATE IT!" and they cheered! damn funny coz i will never let that happen :) and through out the day the students wished me happy birthday. I also got a bracelet from mdm nor and jiaying! Love it! And i made muyao the last person to wish me that day :D

i had never really believed in birthday surprises becuase i always thought that the person would have already known the plan. But yesterday, i got my first birthday surprise. i went back to nyjc after school to talk to miss chiou about SEALNet with qianying and evelyn and thought that i would only meet qixuan for dinner. (and qianying gave me 3 damn cute files and an awesome coffee from korea) I SERIOUSLY thought it was like that. Qx came like at 5, alone and insisted that we go eat along the red line. i thought that was weird but i didn't notice anything. Her bday present to me was awesome. A pair of photos in frames. our first photo that we took together and the most recent one that we took together again. And 5 minutes later, OMG THEY CAME! my dearest friends whom i haven seen in ages. Complete with birthday cake and candles! debo, tiak, enci, marie, sianru! the guys were suppose to come but don;t know what happened. We sat and chat in the art room office for a long time and went for dinner at yishun! i stay in tampines but goes for dinner in yishun! i love it.

Today, Nanchiau had Sports day. I actually don;t need to go but i just want to have fun, so i went! I sat with yellow house but got forced to do teachers' novelty race and ran for red house. hahaha! i wore black specially to be neutral :) The races were awesome to watch! it was abit quiet for sports day but hey i can't expect every school to be like cedar right? i love losing my voice during cedar sports day. The cheerleading/dance section was damn fun to watch. We had to do a 4 legged race with 3 people for the novelty race. it started ok, and it got damn messy after that. we struggled to the finish line only to fall right before the liine. hahahah! stupid wayne was like laughing his ass off. he was our timer. Damn unglam lor! after the whole thing, i went hougang mall with the sec 4s and sat at macs with them while waiting for hanis to come!

when she came, i think hanis's gender still looks a bit ambiguos to the untrained eye so my students gave me and eye when they walked pass us. wth lahh! hahahah! decided to eat pizza hut and we waited for syaz before we started. An old couple from the next table started talking to us. they were celebrating their 50 plus wedding anniversary i think. Damn cute lah! The manager at pizza hut was so good that he actually took a picture for us and printed it on the spot for us. :) Syaz came, we ate and hanis tried to pay for everything at first but i insisted she took my money! :D i got a famous amos lollipop cookie!

damn awesome lah these few days.
im now looking foward to seeing 3 people! LING JO AND MUYAO! :) HEHEHEHE

this has been like a damn long post, but oh well! :)

coming soon

2010-03-21T22:03:00.001+08:00

when the time is right,
and when im free
i'll revamp this whole blog
:)

happy children's day!

2009-10-01T21:37:00.002+08:00

there was a nice sounding bell marking the start of the new month of october today :)
it's children's day!

my new maths lecture tutor gave us presents although it was the first time we were meeting each other. it was cutely random!

Our fates have been decided for our coursework. The examiners came to mark today....
im hoping for that PRETTY LETTER "A".

The aepers were put through child labour today! We cleaned up the artroom after not cleaning up after ages. Ahhh the fresh air in the art room is very nice. The sinks are also sparkling clean :) Maybe except for the ceremic room sinks, but it's way better then what it was this morning! Awesome! We also now have a shrine compromising of the left over mini sculptures we created during coursework.

Lastly, we had a celebration of ice cream, nutri tea and chips for children's day! WHEEE!!! that made me super happy :)

and now off to a super overnight mugging until tmr morning.
TA~
IM OFF TO GET MY "A"s!

2009-09-29T00:42:00.001+08:00

im really upset about many things right now

some are small, some are big,

some are just not worth being upset about but i am.

Stomach cramps does not help with the mood either.

2009-06-12T22:57:00.002+08:00

i hate it whenever i aim to finish something within that time
and i ended up being occupied with something else.

i wanted to do my stats and my GC HAD to get screwed.
My water bottle kinda leaked in my bag and it totally spoilt my GC.
I dismantled it to dry and fix it but to no avail.

Ah shit lah

$150 gone.......

2009-05-31T21:39:00.003+08:00

Im refusing to pick up my art stuff from the floor.
oh my, wonder why...... -__-

i just fell in love with dbsk all over again,
with their first song that i fell in love with,

Begin.

2009-05-22T22:16:00.001+08:00

this post is like a mirror image of some of the posts dated 2 years ago.

im really tired.

Hair Cuts

2009-05-10T21:59:00.003+08:00

You know, for the past 2 years, my hairstyle has not changed drastically unlike my sec 3, sec 4 years. I was kinda happy with it, until my dad ordered me to cut it. sadly i went to cut it.

I hate it how it is such a drastic change, and i can't hide it.
i hate it how it emphasises my cheeks and makes it looks bigger. Blame the fringe.
I LOOK FUNNY, and i already miss my long hair. :(

from long hair to short hair. yes people i chopped it off. And the story that came with it sounds just as funny.

Blah. i guess my running plans will effectively start from tmr.

a quick recap

2009-04-27T20:51:00.012+08:00

Hey there!
Me has been very busy lately, but i found some time today to update you! :) feel happy?
you should be!
The last 2 weeks had been FABULOUS :) it was great stuff! huh? Of COURSE im talking about stuff other than school! School is tiring as usual but let's not dwell on that, shall we?

First up! Guides Outing at Seoul Garden! It's like the 3th anniversary celebration for our campfire. We kinda celebrated Fathiyah's bday too! Charis was super hilarious, seeing her all dressed up and very pretty, yet her behaviour like some auntie! haha! I really missed you all and im SO glad that we met up. Seoul garden is fun eh? It's like outdoor cooking! And we left smelling like barbeque meat :) We met Adeline who was 4 hours late, but me and Sandra had to go so we left first. Thanks Sandra for helping me pick Fathiyah's and Jiani's present :)
i love that day.

Sandra Fathiyah and Me!
We were the only ones who was ON TIME.

Fathiyah and Jiani appalled at Pamela for some reason that
i have forgotton.

Happy Birthday Fathiyah!

US :D

11 April 2009

Next up! it was my Birthday! im going to Spam my "thank you"s here, so bear with me!
Thanks to all the people who wished me especially the special melly! haha! It really made my day! Thanks to Sandra for giving me my first present, Thanks to Leeyen for the cute panda socks and the pencil, To Tiak, for the wonderful cat book and cat painting :) To Qianying, Lanlan and Ling for the chocolate banana marshmellows, card and Ferraro Roche, To Estelle for the cloud marshmellows, To Lilo for the KinderJoy! To Jiawei for the "carrot" ring :) To Pauline, Michelle Lyana and Jiawei for the cute icecream card, To Lipeng for your Delicious Unripe Papaya. To andrew Enci and JO! for the green tea cake. To Debo for the golden head,

To my Family for the Celebration and cake and presents. To Mommy and Daddy for my new phone.

And lastly to QIXUAN, for my favourite present!
She's smart! She added a Changmin!

14 April 2009

And Fighting Spiders which debuts on my birthday! Watch it people! it's a good laugh!

i wanted to post up my family photo but it;s not with me now,
Oh well, another day then.

Next Up Hope Carnival!
on 17 April 2009

Most of us, 0831!
We did a photobooth and we managed to get $60 of profits!

Next, 0831 MISSION TO PROTECT CLASS ORIGINALITY!
24 April 2009

Read our SPEECHBUBBLES.

Nictay

Shangyu

Stanley and Lilo

Jiawei and Estelle

Estellle Me and Pauline

And my favourite for the day!
Lyana and Zihua!

Sadly our designer, ms Qixuan went out for lunch so we didn't get to take a picture of hers.

Finally some very long overdue photos,

ME!

Jo!

Debo!

Evelyn!

Sianru's back

Catgirl

Ling!

Leeyen trying to hide

Ms Cho!

So guess who was the culprit who was going around
taking photos instead of doing coursework

i give you a clue....

It's THIS GIRL.

you know who?
i do too!

QIXUAN!

hahah! In all her Unglam Glory :D

wow. that was a super image loaded post.
And i took freaking long too. haha!
There probably be another one.

anyway,
HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY HUSAIN!
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY NICTAY!

TA! Econs is calling me!

Yup, it's good

2009-04-10T19:34:00.002+08:00

I GOT MY FIRST HAPPY A! For PW!
im thankful and grateful especially to my groupmates, Stanley, Lilo and Debo.
Me really loves you alot. We worked hard didn't we? Let's go Pulau Ubin during June again :)
This time, let's go with the class!

I woke up early today!

2009-04-09T05:01:00.002+08:00

And it's already April! Goshhhh....
Yes i woke up early today at 3am for some reason... Ok. That reason is to do my maths tutorial which is EPICly DISGUSTING. i don't get it at all thus there were MANY MANY holes.

erm. so what going on lately?
i can't remember interesting stuff coz the days just seems all the same. full of shitty workload.
In the last 2 weeks, i went to the museum to see this exhibition called, The Costumier by this French fashion designer and it was damn bloody cool, me would love to upload pictures, but it just takes too much effort. So perhaps maybe when im a bit more free. We got our Art Ts! I totally love the shirts! i like the white one better though! It's a nice white collared dry fit shirt. Me is going to wear it soon! We got our new ezlink cards on tuesday, and the freaking producer must have no brains. i don't mind the card design and functions, i think they're cool but WHY MUST THE FREAKING PICTURE BE OUR PRIMARY SCHOOL PHOTO! That's like a freaking 6 yaer old photo! Don't you think that our face all look kinda different already?
GAKKK,,, And i was so happy to have lost that old ezlink card and was made to make a new one in sec 2. whatever lah. 7 more months before can change.
Lastly, we will be getting our PW results today. Gosh...

yah..... A quick summary.

AND JO! STOP telling me that Changmin's eyebrows look like bushy caterpillars!
THEY ARE NOT! Changmin is LOVE!

anyway i need to prepare for school already.. Sighs

dreading school

2009-03-22T16:44:00.001+08:00

school is starting tmr!!!
NO!!!!!!
im so not rested at all. in fact i feel worse.
if only there was one more week.

beautiful ending

2009-03-21T21:29:00.002+08:00

i kinda regret not bringing my camera today.

GPA was great, though my feet is hurting badly due to the running all over the place. i enjoyed myself and with all the new people i got along with :) It was a blast!

It rained in the late afternoon and the sky was beautiful. I saw a double rainbow again at the bus stop. The sun was setting and the sky was amazingly beautiful because it was a mix of brilliant reddish orange and light purple. It was like the sky forgot what colour it was suppose to be.

syahidah loves her day though she didn;t get to go zoo. oh well. another day i guess :)

Welcome to Singapore

2009-03-03T20:33:00.003+08:00

I find myself smiling so often in the company of my awesome class 0831 and the lovely aepers.
Today is a good example.
We were basically joking around the whole day with exception of some lessons aka maths and econs. Laughing over the yearbook and deciding where to go for out class outing! We're going Chinatown and the Zoo over the March Hols!

But the main highlight of the day was with the Aepers! At the SDMA competition award ceremony today! We went down to Ngee Ann Poly and had a wonderful time watching the award winning videos. Not to forget, we won some AWARDS! WHEE!!!! Welcome to Singapore received Merit, Camera Obscura, a silver and Emergency Preparedness a GOLD! whee!!!
And the reception was nice!

oh i forgot to mentioned, cedar girls performed the opening no! the choir with a live band! singing the BEETLES!
hahha!
it's been great! and i just finished maths too.
:)

it pours...

2009-03-02T19:05:00.002+08:00

i just came home, and it was raining heavily when i was in the bus. Ah the rain just stopped. I have a feeling that a rainbow is coming up any time soon. Wait let me check.....

YES! i was right! there IS A RAINBOW! So clear in full view too! i see i see hahah!

Today in school, it's just a series of boring happennings. Erm. erm. erm.
Oh! i ran 9 rounds today with rachel this morning! Lovely! It's an accomplishment!
other than that... maths was boring, so was econs, and my stomach was growling in geog.

blah blah blah.
There is this sense of emptiness in me right now.
I just don't know what to fill it up with yet.

i see a rainbow!

2009-02-25T19:07:00.002+08:00

nope there is 2!!!!!
after the heavy downpour, we see rainbows! outside our window.
Luckily for us, we get to see the whole arc!
and then the rainbow grew bigger and it disappered. The sun is setting.
ahhh
such a beautiful moment. :)

morning breeze

2009-02-25T08:10:00.003+08:00

Being at home in the morning on a weekday, is really wonderful. Such a peaceful feeling. I wish to take a photo of it but sadly my brother brought the camera to school today.

The worst is over for block test with killer combination yesterday. Monday was Gp and Geog, Tuesday was Maths and Econs. I have Art theory tmr. After that it's the end! i plan to work on my phototaking skills while waiting for the Lit people to finish their papers. im such a nice friend right? haha! ok...

i was reading Times the other day and i found it strangely engaging to read it. I told my dad about it and he told me that it's normal. Why? because my reading taste became mature. I AM ACTUALLY SAD TO HEAR THAT. That's probably the reason why i cannot pick up a teenage novel and not read beyond 10 pages before falling asleep. It'd really sad. I also found myself watching more and more movies of the thinking type. Those which would really bore me to no end previously. Now i actually enjoy them.

Is this what it means to be growing up?
Even my current age scares me abit. 17 turning 18 in about 2 months. I feel really old. I still think im 15/16. In the middle my teenage years, still having fun. *sighs* Time passes by REALLY fast doesn't it?

On a lighter note, since i have a bit of free time now, i have been watching fancams from the Mirotic Seoul Tour! It's DAMN COOL. Wish i was there to see it all for myself. So far my favourite performances would be Changmin's Upon This Rock solo and Yoochun's Love Bye Love ballad ver while playing the piano. It's MIND BLOWING! There are many other cool performances but i guess i have to wait until the dvd comes out to see it clearer.

AND the SURVIVOR PV came out on monday! i have been listening and watching it nonstop. Firstly, the music is really catching and upbeat! It's really good for waking people up in the morning. haha! The lyrics are quite meaningful too, especially in today's poor economical situation. It talks about how we have to overcome the difficulties together and become a survivor! The lyrics are quite cute too! AND LASTLY, the video itself! Hrm, there has been much talk about it about how it doesn't really bring out the shine in the guys, i agree with it and the dance steps are abit weird too. haha! HOWEVER, i must really praise the artistic value in the storyline and setting. The lyrics is about surviving right? So in order to be a survivor, you need to go throught the difficulties which is represented destroyed environment. i really like the settings. :)

And the plot is a whole different story. haha! i like how there are many interpretation of the plot. There are the guys in black and the guys in white. i shall give you mine. i think it makes no sense here but it does in my head. Black = supposedly evil, White = supposedly good. The white are like monitoring the guys in black and somewhat planning something bad for them. While the guys in black are just there after surviving the catastrophe outside. The White was protected in the white room but not anymore. The white room starts to emit emergency warnings, so the whole place turns red an starts to collapse. Then the White called the Black for help and so they came opening the doors to save the Whites. But the Whites wanting to survive, briefly thank them and quickly exited leaving the Blacks in the collapsing room. The Whites survived.
It's a rather twisted story line but i like. Coz it's playing with the irony of how the colour assosiation of the character's true nature is the opposite.

Ok. this has been a very long post. I realise i have been practising my Sova skills on the video. Please ignore the whole chunk if you don't like reading ramblings. Since it's already 9.30 i better get started on the real SOVA.

TA~

Happy Birthday Darling!

2009-02-18T00:00:00.005+08:00

my dear changmin turns 21 today! :)

i can't do much but i'll sing you a birthday song to you later when i meet you in my dreams!

Or maybe go around being hyper telling everyone that it's your birthday!

im sure they'll listen to me!

You'll be having the Mirotic live tour this weekend and you are probably working hard preparing for it. I can't wait to see the concert! You prepared a really good show right? i am DAMN EXCITED. But sadly, that i won't be hanging on my com waiting for pictures and fancams for the whole week coz im having exams next week. Oh well. i guess i can steal a peek? :)

Dear Changmin Oppa!

Stay healthy and Be Happy! Smile Always!

loves Syahidah

2009-02-03T21:59:00.003+08:00

I visit my own blog every single day without any intention to blog. I find it strange but i have nothing that i want to write about, so yeah......

Today, wasn't any much difference in school. Wait. There is.
The J1s have come.
Oh what a terrible sight.
There is a sense of invasiveness through out the school. I DON'T LIKE. Sighs. I hope it gets better with a better timetable. Crowded canteen and long queues totally kills my appetide.

Erm. yeah. sighs.
And my art coursework is like going in CIRCLES.
Oh during our art today, the teachers had a conference to attend so we were doing our work.
I spend the time figuring out how to do the photo montage but i failed terribly. So i help andrew come out with stories for his coursework. It was rather fun coz they were all silly. :)

shalalallalala

frustration

2009-01-28T20:55:00.003+08:00

Today is one of those days that you begin the day with a light note, and end it at a bitter one.
It's so shitty that tears just rolled down my cheeks.
Won't explain furthur but tmr's outlook doesn't look any better.
In fact, it looks worse.

blah blah blah.

Mirotic C!

2009-01-18T23:01:00.002+08:00

YEAY!!!! hahaha! i finally got my first dbsk album! :)
i was spazzing of it only to find out that that the laptop can't read the Cd. DAMN.
Luckily it works on the other com.

yup! Today i went to see the exhibition, "Museum of Broken Relationships". There were a few funny ones, sad ones and those that were plain silly. Debo took photos of a love letter that was rather hilarious. Written by this guy to his girlfriend. I learnt something today. Objects are of a higher value and sentiment due to the story attached to it. And the degree of the value of the object depends on what the onwer went through and how much it means to them.

I looked into my treasure drawer today to clean up my stuff and add my new album. I found many letters and small gifts that people gave me. I realise that i have forgotten some of my friends, my juniors and people i met in the past. It was rather sad but thankfully i could still recognise the giver of my presents and letters even if there is no name on the present. Well, it's inside my treasure drawer right? Those really means alot to me.

Other than that, i can safely say that i didn't do much over the weekend except being lazy and talk alot to annoy my family. Oh! im rather stuck on my thoughts for coursework too. :(

Oh. and i bought files today. Pretty ones! Those that allows me to be lazy and just chuck my papers away in my bag. And can you believe that i went around and around Popular and i still couldn't find correction fluid????

happy girl today!

2009-01-13T20:58:00.006+08:00

You are cordinally invited to Prince Changmin's Birthday Party

Every girl's dream to meet their prince

And being swept away!

Anyway, nyjc open hse was today, and it was rather erm. Yeah.
but i had fun though! Anything is better than lessons immediately. And we won first in floorball! yeay! :)
syahidah really happy!
but her timetable tmr is disgusting so she is going to go finish up her homework now...

The pictures on top are fanmade! Prince Changmin!

im hungry.

2009-01-09T01:37:00.002+08:00

I just finish doing the slides for econs. And im hungry coz i forgot to eat dinner :(
There's nothing to munch on and i think im hallucinating coz i smell nice food from the window.
It's 1.30am! I shall go sleep now so i can wake up and eat breakfast! :)

Good night!

2009

2009-01-01T23:17:00.002+08:00

Wahhh... Fireworks last night was pretty. I watched them from the tv but they were pretty nontheless. Tmr! Is the 2nd of Jan! School Reopens! WHOOts! The little kiddies goes back to school and i have a week extra of holidays, YES!

i need start on work though :)

final day of 2008

2008-12-31T20:13:00.002+08:00

hello! After such a long hiatus, im back! I just sort of "recovered" from the Aep chionging art period which lasted for 5 days. I managed to come out with a few self satisfactory work which didn't exactly get rejected but i must the teachers just said i must work on my message of lights being overkill instead of just making the scenes very pretty. They said it was pretty! :)

Anyway i went to eat lunch at around 3? 4? Super happy to be finally filing my stomach up this time. Then i went to watch the KEPers do their stuff which was quite interesting since it was my first time and everything. The Aepers are having a countdown party at Jo's house :) Couldn't go coz i was almost a dead log just now. I just went home and slept :)

Ahah! My estate is having a countdown party somewhere nearby and definetely there's a lot of people. They are singing and everything. I think it's quite happening. And my brother had to go shout " PA! Call the police! there are many people downstairs!" Ha! i think he still has something against the police when they come whenever he wants to play soccer in the void deck.

Anyway! The year 2008! A super memorable year with many good things happening. I like! A short paragraph on 2008.

Nanyang JC, Aep, wonderful people, Banquet dates, 0831, Uob paintings, lunches with aep, museum trips, art competitions, the many many breaks with 0831, some silly things that we look out for in school, Perth Art Trip! IPOD!!!!
Tohoshinki! Dongbangshinki!, Purple Line, T, History in Japan! Beautiful You, Trick series, T live tour! どうして君を好きになってしまった, Mirotic! 4th album Comeback!, Wrong Number, Many many hot performances, AWARDS! Daeseng! Kohaku! Kiss the Baby Sky! Wasurenaide, BOLERO! and of course! CHANGMIN!!!!!! not forgetting the rest, junsu, jaejoong, yunho, yoochun!

2008 has been great, i hope with the upcoming new challenges, aka A lvls & coursework, i hope 2009 will be great too.
Love you people!

Happy New Year!

right now,

2008-12-28T01:42:00.002+08:00

i just wanna sleep. But i can't.
Im feeling too hopeless. Everything i do hasn't turned out exactly very nice at all. In fact it looks like shit. Up to the point where im really doubting the skills that i have been honing the whole time.
once again, im cursing myself for doing last minute work.

once again, im BACKKKKK

2008-12-22T18:37:00.002+08:00

i know it's weird, but this time im back from malaysia!

It a family trip and we drove to kl and perak.

i had fun there, i got to kayak!

And of course, spending so much time under the sun means i got burnt too. In the hotels, the air cons are on too, so my face is extra dry and burnt.

i love resorts :) and the pretty stars at night

and once again, im glad to be back in singapore

i am BACKKkK

2008-12-08T22:25:00.002+08:00

and i missed singapore.

Right now im suffering from jet lag so i'll be knocked out in a few hours more before i can fully recover.

yes i missed the aussie but i really missed singapore

hello australia!

2008-11-30T20:29:00.002+08:00

WHEE!!! omg! Im finally going to ride an AEROPLANE! My last time on a plane was like when? when i was 5???

im doing last minute stuff right now. Like last minute finding for things, last minute packing, last minute thinking, last minute work, last minute watching dramas, and finally
Last minute OGGLING at changmin. haha!

i can't believe im actaully going to the airport for it's main purpose.
Travelling overseas.

:)

dramatic.

2008-11-25T20:42:00.002+08:00

I have been watching korean dramas the whole week. haha! ermm

Let's see, currently im watching East of Eden as im typing this. This was also after i finish watching delightful girl choon hyang. Haha. It 's like non-stop! And i was actually finding another drama to watch.

Syahidah is leaving for perth in 5 days and i haven started packing. I don't know if i should bring along some art materials. It is after all an art trip. I should buy a new sketch book yes? or is the one that i have right now enough? I should at least bring some paints right?

i went to school today to do the econs project.... *sighs* ECONS. Blah.... haha! Im going to the library tmr! and perhaps play badminton with jo on thursday :)

in dire need

2008-11-18T09:36:00.002+08:00

i need money URGENTLY.

my earphones just died on me this morning. Im thinking of buying the expensive ones but i have no money. The money flow would only start when the school reopens. GAKK.... i need get alot of things and my money is limited as usual.

2 months awayyyy oh gosh.

Mothball and Sax

2008-11-14T19:09:00.003+08:00

i fear their presence. If their owners ever bring them to school, i shall keep away from them. ESPECIALLY SAX. haha!

Actually they are just stuff toys, a cat and a snake that tiak and qixuan bought today. Oh my. The drama. We went to supply shopping at artfriend today! Wanted to but some fun stuff but instead, chose to be practical. We laughed at jap magazines, guessing which one is syou and look at cute and bimbotic 2009 diary planners.

i wanna buy albummmm..... who wants to lend me a credit card?

look at junsu! cuteness!

wrong number mv

2008-11-12T21:17:00.001+08:00

IT's OUT it's OUT!!!!! WHEEEEE!!!! HOTNESS ALL OVER AGAIN!

Syahidah is loss for words already. She was listening to Don't cry my lover on replay and this come out.

spazzing out.

i doubt kao visits this blog

2008-11-12T17:36:00.004+08:00

So it's pretty much safe to post this up here right? until he receives the book next week.
Kao is leaving Singapore to go back to Thailand. Pretty sad about it but i kinda knew it was coming. This are 2 random things that reminds me of Kao. :)

Ah, i shall miss you friend.

OH! and Mirotic version C is out today! i just hear the previews of the 4 new song and YEAY! they are ballads! lovely songs. Can't really comment on them yet coz i need to here the full song first. The previews are on youtube! The Wrong Number Mv is also coming out this week :)
MUAHAHA. Gotta get VERSION C!

School's out but im still late for lessons.

2008-11-10T22:49:00.002+08:00

i shall go to school at the normal time, on Mondays which is, 7am out of the house! Shall not risk another wake-up-late-and-panic session. It's not my fault kaes! The weather this morning was perfect for sleeping in!

Thank goodness papa offered to send me to school. I would have gotten drenched wet in the rain, enter the freezing maths lecture wet, and have another round of fever.

Since i was late, had to sit alone. A boring 1hr 15mins. Once again, im thankful that Tiak was just diagonally in front of me. :)

I had some Syahidah alone time :) Went library to return books. I got overdue fines again. You would think i would have take the effort to return my books on time once i have cleared the $12.60 fine that i had refused to pay for a year. Nope. Bad Habits.

The Library had a nice atmosphere, so i sat down and continue drawing the sketch of the candid class photo that i have been working on for 2 days. Im nearly done! just 7 more people to go. I got bored drawing after half an hour, so i went home to watch movies! Watched Shutter. Im still amused by the fact that the reason the main actor has neck pains because the ghost was sitting on his shoulders. BLAH.

Then i continued with my daily dosage of East of Eden. Fantastic action/romance korean drama. The first few episodes got me crying every 10 minutes, the next few got me awed with the drama. Im hooked.

Lastly, DBSK UPDATES!!!!! THERE's a VERSION C! And this time, i really want. See how tempting it is from the picture below? =>

Changmin is telling me to go buy version c with his captivating eyes! The repackaged album will consist of 4 new songs in addition of the original 12 songs. They were saying that there is a 40-page, album jacket? I REALLY WANT. Shall i get someone to help me preorder?

Ok! it's late, and i don't want to be late tmr. So GOODNIGHT!

Picture of You.

2008-11-09T17:16:00.002+08:00

Something i found on yingying's blog. It's really freaky how these sites can predict you so well.....

Your view on yourself:You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

im feverish

2008-11-07T21:01:00.001+08:00

My body has perfect timing i tell you. It waited until the moment that i finished my OP to fall sick.
Im now feverish. Ahhh.

I predict long hours in bed for me for the next few days :)

endless editting.

2008-11-06T22:04:00.002+08:00

I hate editting. Edit whatever, i hate it. I always get headaches when i do editting. Editting the op slides, edditing the video. BLAH BLAH BLAH.
After editing, there is another component. Presenting the slide. Another headache worthy task.

THANK GOODNESS! OP is TMR! and it will all end after tmr!
YES! MUAHAHA!
i don't mind starting lessons whatever, doing art, doing maths, cramming geog and sighing over econs. AS LONG AS i don't NEED TO DO PW!

looking foward to the end of tmr :)
gonna buy something delicious in the morning tmr!

cool breezee!

2008-11-02T21:01:00.002+08:00

After so long of not excercising, i went CYCLING! From my house in tampines, all the way to East Coast Park at the Food Court. We started cycling in the late afternoon. at 4.30 i think?
YUP. A damn nice experience it was. i like.

OP is on Friday.
After that is like PURE FREEDOM.
until miss hew call us back for coursework that is.

yup...
SO MANY THINGS to do. SO LITTLE time.
*sighs*

i swear im gonna get cramps tmr.

2008-11-01T16:16:00.003+08:00

i know that i have many flaws and can be unrealiable sometimes.

but am i THAT unreliable?

apparently.

Im being treated like a fool.
because i can't get around my flaws.

im a panda no more!

2008-10-25T09:11:00.002+08:00

im so exhausted this days that i sleep no later than 10.30 pm nearly everyday. YEAY! Today! my eyes feels FRESH!
i just read an article about changminnie on soompi. i think i have mentioned it in an earlier post that he has a gf.
and im having heartbreak all over again. Gakhhh
nevermind about that. I'll get over it soon.

im really out of my mind for the op slides. :(

wondering about freedom

2008-10-23T20:42:00.002+08:00

heyo!
tiring day. i reached home at 8pm and my feet are aching.
Had pw in the morning where we had to present our OP to the class for the second time.
This time, the presentation was more smooth and we have less errors. I need to work on my presentation. too nervous. AHH!!!! and i need to prepare answers for my questions

blah blah blah.
Anyway we went to see the other schools coursework for art.
they were really, WOAH.
SUPER DAMN WAHHHH!!!!!
i am really scared that we cannot match up to their standards.
we went to tjc, vjc and rjc. and WOAH.
We met muyao and debra at vjc and asked them to tag along to rjc to see the works there.
MISS HEW SAID... OK! x)

my back hurts by the way. blahh...... laptop...
shall continue soon. or maybe later
or never.

i had a lovely day :)

HELLO WORLD! I AM HAPPY!

2008-10-15T18:46:00.002+08:00

we just got back our promos result today. *smiles, SMILES*
i kinda passed everything with exception of an S for h1 geog and U for art theory again.
well i passed art overall. :)
WHEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!

we are seeing everyone in the art class next year again! happiness!

it's lovely you know? Many good things happened today :)
thus i shall be nice to everyone today!

LALALLALALALALALALLALALLALALAL
OK! BYE! x)

Pw as usual, sucks.

2008-10-14T23:19:00.002+08:00

yeah. the title explains it all.
and our group is practically not doing much in school anyway because most of the work are done at home.
Debo, sleep. Stanley reading newspaper, Lilo listening to music and reading book.
Me? im listening to dbsk and attempting to look through our wr but end up surfing the net.
OH.
Malay was fun i guess, played with Dinesh's iPhone with Kiesha.

and it was Qianying's and Enci's Bday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Bloody amusing to watch Enci "unwrap" her present.
The wrapping paper was, masking tape, toilet roll, brown paper, post its, andrew's runaway book cover and lastly, a pretty proper wrapping paper. LOVELY. :)

x)

just relaxing today

2008-10-08T20:12:00.004+08:00

You know, actually im online like everyday, but i just don't want to blog.
Not that i have nothing to say, i just don't feel like pouring it all out to this "not-so-private" blog at all. and since exams is over, i should update this stagnent blog.

Yup i just finished my art exam today. WHEE! and then we went to eat lunch at macs!
Debo and jo wanted to go to the biennale and it was quite last minute, they just told us in the morning before our art paper. OK then, let's go x) the artworks there were WOAH. lovely man! i need go a second time!

i just edited the photos of the art class from my brochue and TADA!
INTRODUCING THE MASTERMINDS!

i have a few choices on what i want to do.

do i&R, read bringser, go fangirling.

BLEAH. as usual, i go for the last option!!! x)

im being delusional

2008-10-03T23:43:00.002+08:00

Changminnie is beside me yes.
He is helping me study art you see? Because art theory is getting to me.

Im currently on Duchamp and Montien Boonma.
Ahh...... Readymades readymades.

FanYiou!
Don't even try to take my minnie away! MINE MINE MINE. you have your own minnie!

yeah.
We are happily studying art x)

WHOOHHOOOO

2008-09-27T12:03:00.003+08:00

ONLY ART LEFT!
*smile smile smile smile*
in addition to that, my dongbang boys released their 4th album! x)
AND, Hari Raya is in 5 days!
AND! since my art paper is like on 8 oct, I HAVE 11 days of no school! MUAHAHAHAH.
ok excluding weekends, 7 days x)

happy happy!

oh referring back to dbsk releasing their 4th album-Mirotic,
On sunday, the day before gp paper, Debo saw the word "mirotic" on my msn nick and got scared cause she never saw the word before. She went to research on it but found nothing.

She almost concluded that it was some kind of disorder for people who can't stop staring at the mirror

Muahahah!!!! i LAUGH!
Mirotic is a word that jaejoong came up with, "miro" a korean word for maze, and the the english suffix "-tic" is added to make the word sound better. Haha!

but seriously, the disorder thing, i was laughing at it until i fell asleep x) love you debo for thinking up such random stuff.

OK!
i so need to CONSISTENTLY read my art for 2 hours a day
x)
TA!

a calm mind is the best.

2008-09-25T21:13:00.002+08:00

Mon = Gp.
Tuesday = Maths and Geog
Thursday =Econs.

4 done 2 more.
Anyway im already in celebration mood. haha!

Today for econs i guess the best way to tackle the econs is actually JUST BY HAVING A CLEAR
CALM MIND. Which i had thanks to my lovely class and our "intensive mugging session".
i had a great time x)

LOOK FOWARD PEOPLE it's nearly DONE! x)

Econs is horrible.

2008-09-11T22:18:00.002+08:00

It killed my fingers.
and now my fingers are demanding a spa treatement with full hand massage.

at least im over with it.
YOU HEARD ME, ECONS?
IM OVER YOU.

and i rather go embrace Maths

random fact

2008-09-06T23:59:00.000+08:00

i cut my hair today!
it's now not as messy anymore

x)

animal encounters

2008-09-05T21:45:00.003+08:00

as much as i want to blog now, i have to do pw first. SO WAIT PEOPLE WAIT!

ok im back. i feel PINK TODAY! haha! random fact.

Anyway, it's the fifth day of the sept hols and i don't feel recharged at all. Im DOOMED. Im rushing my work everywhere i am these few days, (i just finished part a of an econs essay in my bus ride home today) Luckily the design workshop that i attended for this past 2 day is quite interesting and it's fun to play with the software, or else i'll really think that i wasted my holidays.
* sighs* thank goodness for my empty weekends.

It has been an eventful day which includes animal encounters.

In the morning, my grandma picked up a baby kingfisher near the swiming complex while she was walking home from the mosque. Apprently it had fallen from the nest and couldn't fly yet. My grandma carried it home and put it on the soil of the potted plants outside my house. I saw it while still half asleep. It was a bit freaky coz it was so still that it was almost like a doll. It kinda leaned foward on the beak like an inanimate object. A few seconds later, i saw the head turned slowly to look at my grandma. Freaky. It turned nearly more than 180 degrees. And it turned it's head back, and flew off through my house. A pretty kingfisher.

When i was going to school in the morning, i was walking blindly when i was in the carpark opposite my house. I nearly knocked into a man who was holding a big fish in his hand. I think it's a tuna? It was kinda fresh, like it just came out of the water. The man was holding the fish by the tail and holding it an arm's length from his body. i think the fish is as long as an arm? Weird....

In school Qixuan found a black house spider on my table in the mac room. She was so insistent on catching the spider... and she caught it. And played with it. It tried to escape from her by going down from her wand by a web but she just caught it with her other hand. She finally let it out into the grass area outside because break was over. ERM. So qixuan-ish?

i have a new stuff toy. I don't know what kind of animal it is but it is like a hybrid between a dog and a rabbit. I drew it into a cartoon form today on indesign. It's special because it comes with a bucket! MEET PURPAIL! soon! hahah!

ok! econs case study time!
x)

wide awake now.

2008-09-03T09:42:00.004+08:00

good morning!

i just woke up from 12 hours of sleep (with an early morning breakfast at 5.30). yup.

totally died after the aep workshop yesterday....

The workshop was interesting, though i thought that my group was kinda HMMMM...... ok i guess. Nothing special nothing bad. The piece that we did turned out to be something like

van gogh-ish. i like the running blue cat!

ANYWAY! Qixuan just send me The Fa La La Song! x) haha! i love! been waiting for it since sec 3 i think! was in the art room doing prep i think and heard it on the radio. haha!

And there's the song, How six songs collide a medley of six songs damn nice. x)

random me is filing my worksheets after so long .
x)

yawning...

2008-09-01T21:22:00.002+08:00

It's been about 17 days since my last post? yes, i've been lazy and busy.

Promos is in 22 days and thank god that i've finally started mugging. Especially for maths. I don't wanna see another U grade. For some crazy reason, i went to school super early today at 7.30am although my maths tutorial started at 8.15. It's vectors baby! Lesson ended at 10 but i stayed in the mac room until 4.30 to continue with my maths.

i feel crazy and exhausted.

There's ART TMR! WHEEEE!!!!!!
im going to be nice and behave myself for enci's sake.

i hope...

haha!

Recently i found this online software which lets you play the piano using your computer keyboard and i kept playing evergreen.....

i want to play evergreen on a real piano. i even dreamt on the other night that miss hew bought me a keyboard because she said i look pathatic playing it on garageband. I told that to miss hew today, and she laugh and said "dream on dearie, im not so kind in real life" hahaha.

I REALLY WANT a keyboard. Damn the person who spoilt our previous one.

yeahhh... TA!!!

hmmm......

2008-08-15T21:44:00.003+08:00

actually i have nothing to say today.

oh!
I had a nice time drawing potraits in school today!
and in a record time too! though it isn't complete, it's fine i guess.

today is full of actually full of econs and geog. one tutorial and one lecture for each subject.
im finally getting the hang of econs. It's fine i guess.
Geog..... i need to go read the lecture notes and do summore qns.
*sighs* 38 more days?

The other day, LanLan brought her guitar to school because she says that it' s better for her guitar to rot in school rather than rot at home because in school people would actually play her guitar. X) Thanks lan lan! Im getting evelyn to teach me a bit of guitar whenever im too tired of doing work! haha! yeay! learning guitar like finally.

I let lilo and estelle listen to sexy purple line yesterday and they love it so much! Lilo got addicted to it and even put the youtube link on her blog. haha! yea!

Erm. And i hate missing my bus stop when im coming back from school. i fell asleep at the bus stop before mine. how stupid is that?

i ended up having alot to say.
off to do my karangan!

yes, i no longer like vending machines.

2008-08-14T23:27:00.002+08:00

i realise,
that there are more than one enemy on the battlefield.
not only econs, the rest too.
maths, gp, malay, art and geog.
They came headfirst by throwing the content bombs
and following closely behind are the essays........
"KABOOM!"
They all came at once.
The soldier took cover and praying that she would survive through the night.

"ARGHHH!!!!!!!" this soldier cried!
She looks around and see no one else but she hears many other cries of anger and frustration.
She wonders why did she even choose to go to war and why she was a soldier in the first place.
She sighs and submits to her duty because it is her obligation to the nation.
She hopes that she wins the battle.

Blah.
to all those chionging annoying essays, JIAYOU!

hello yes.
i no longer like vending machines. Don't ask me why. I just don't feel for it anymore.

and it's my 300th post! wowwwwww.......
haha! 3 years!

I got my prize money for the istana outdoor painting competition yesterday! WHOOTS! $50! haha! YEAY!

but right, alot of people are like asking me to pay up for stufff.
*SIGHS*
i will soon have to say goodbye to the pretty blue dollar bill.

oh and there is this remix song called sexy purple line!
I LIKE! x)

haha
ok! GOODNIGHT!

yes! like finally.

2008-08-11T23:28:00.002+08:00

i swear,

Econs is out to kill people tonight.

It holds a big machine gun and shoots everyone dead. Those who barely missed the bullets staggers along the bloodied path, feeling weak from the impact of the attack.

The victims in the battlefield muttering words that could barely be heard.

The warlords by the sidelines smirking, and one shouted, " You should have listened in LECTURES! BEHOLD! IT"S DUE TMR!"

bahh....
im done with it anyway. After 5 hours of staring at textbooks and writing furiously. Im finally done with the assignment.

yeah, i know it's late and i have got school tmr but a person needs a break right? i still need to go do my art review for tmr's practical. Thank goodness that it's simpler to do as compared to econs case study.

I spent my day at debo's hse today discussing on the video project for art. Funky day really! x)

happy birthday singapore!

2008-08-09T09:46:00.002+08:00

oh man! i missed that nice date yesterday! 080808! ahh...

i spent the day at school in the morning for the school's national day celebration which i must say that it isn't as FANTASTIC as Cedar's celebrations. It lacks the festive spirit i must say. It's not too bad i guess unlike the chinese new year celebration which was horrible.

I went to eat breakfast with estelle and lilo at macs and saw that it was renovated! woahh!! The rest of the day as of me at home sleeping like a baby in my comfy bed.

At night, i managed to get the tv facing the correct way instead of the wall. Watched the Olympics Games Opening! It was SPECTACULAR! i especially liked the footprints of fireworks moving towards the stadium. A great show really. x)

Today is Singapore's 43th birthday. Definetely a lovely day . x) But im intending to spend it at home. Ah! my defination of relaxing. yupp!!

TA!!

come back to me.

2008-08-07T21:33:00.002+08:00

my eyes are bloodshot and swollen.
my head is throbbing.
and my mouth just wanna glue itself.

on a bad day you''ll feel insecure
when the things that are always with you
goes missing.

please come back dear ipod and thumbdrive.

the lush green grass.

2008-08-03T23:10:00.002+08:00

I went to inside the istana for the first time today and what a lovely experience it was.

The mad rush in the morning to finish the painting. Little kids running around and make so much noise while they play around us. Listening them making funny cute comments and "CHEESE! CHEESE! CHEESE!" for a full minute while they take pictures. Confused at the submission area. Buying Jo's birthday cake with yanjie and evelyn. Watch them run all over the place in circles while i walked slowly at the back. They left me behind and i ended up finding the place faster than them. Celebrating Jo's birthday! Attempts at avoiding the paparazzi and her secret shots aka tiak hui. Went into the istana museum with qianying, kao, ling and erpei. The stuff there are really WOAH though they are just vases, bowls and tea sets.

Getting the results of the competition. Seeing miss hew excited telling me that my "suggestive" merlion singapore skyline and the esplanade ACTUALLY got merit. Me lan lan and Debo got merit. Sianru 1st, Qx 2nd in the youth catergory and Kao got 3rd in the open catergory.
Woah. Took pictures with the president! X) and the cert is SO BIG. A3 size. enjoyed a minute in the spotlight. haha!

Watch tiak debo evelyn and sianru rolling down the slopes. Took group shots! Played the mother hen and eagel game. Ran around the lush fields. Climb Trees! Ran summore!
Ah.

The mood was JUST NICE.

i love the istana! i wanna go again!
and i love aep! haha!

rushing through.

2008-08-02T20:22:00.002+08:00

i just came back from health camp and it was DAMN FUN! x)
ahaha!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
to debo
to manprit
to estelle
to jo
to lyana!

all in one WEEK!
GOSH!

haha!

Dear debo I LOVE YOU so please don't get too affected by the previous post.
i was joking only.
X))

ISTANA TMR.
i need rush my preparation

arty farty days

2008-07-29T23:19:00.002+08:00

This past few days has been extremly hectic.
Homework, obligations, tests and running(yucks).
Life can still be sweet.
Good things happens even during bad times.

I was very happy yesterday :D Something that i think i shall just leave you to imagine what happened to me. Or what i did to make myself happy X)

Today was a happy day too!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY Debo Darling!
you are now in the 17 year old CLUB hahah! As tiak says, no more excuse for you to act stupid. haha!

yeah.
Back to my art essays!

rejuvinated!

2008-07-23T18:52:00.007+08:00

I have been sick lately. Horribly sick. i hated my nose coz it kept running and i had to go catch it.
ok lame.
i kinda recovered yesterday coz i slept for a full 9 hours. yup yup! im happy now :D

outdoor painting:

we went clark quay yesterday to paint the riverside. My painting is seriously funny. i wanted to wanted to paint a boat because it was so cute THEN, when it was time for me to paint the boat, there wasn't ANY BOATS for me to LOOK AT! and miss hew said that my boat looks like kueh lapis. haha!i don't really like it but ok i guess.
The river is nice to have a walk in the evening.

and AEP IS LOVE.

0831 camwhoring:

supermodel pose.

yeah. we're cool people!

i really love this people.

they are my fun and joy in school :D

TOHOSHINKI - Doushite wo kimi ni suki natte shimattandarou?

whee!!!!!!!!!!! They are at the top of the charts on Oricon Weekly the 3rd time!

syahidah HEARTS them.

C = Planned Consumption

2008-07-15T05:07:00.005+08:00

hello. Im up in the wee hours of the morning coz i haven done my econs homework. But i just finished it x) WHEE!

My yesterday was, hm....., totally boring.

I guess the only exciting part was running 10 rounds on the track and still be hyper enough to go play badminton for a mere 5 minutes with my class. PE games are FUN.

I don't really know what got into me but i just had this HUGE urge to finish up my maths tutorial 7 and was doing it the whole night yesterday. Now im nearly done :D

OOOOH! i just check my email! the INK manga competition results are out! going down to ntu in 2 weeks time for prize presentation. whee! i bet enci will win!

funky moments with sunday.

i love today

2008-07-13T23:18:00.002+08:00

AS MUCH as i had wanted to update earlier tonight, i had freaking PW to do which i gave up half doing for now.

We had the Waff graffiti competition today.
Lovelyness lah! WE WON! x)

i'd love to continue to this post but im getting tired.
i still need to finish up my PW so i shall update tmr ok?

there are pictures on the aep blog!

a short rant

2008-07-12T20:42:00.002+08:00

how ah?
im attempting to study but i don't understand.
The words all looks like doodly lines on my paper.
I did my homework halfway and got stuck.
I got stuck and so i slept.
i slept so much that it's a brand new day.
I had wasted time.

So how?

i don't wanna retain.

i don't want a drought.

2008-07-10T21:39:00.002+08:00

i think everyone has this weird feeling in their stomach right now. As the night grows darker, we become more dissapointed and restless. don't know how to face miss hew tmr. how? im not expecting anything for myself but i want at least someone from our batch to get something.

When school gets too tiring, people just would like a small distraction to make themselves happy.
Stressed people should hurry go find their distraction.

Syahidah found hers.
but it's not enough to overcome the weird feelings.

dots...

2008-07-04T18:08:00.002+08:00

Coming to school was like a waste of my bus money. I was late because i was stoning too long in the toilet in the morning and only to find that there wasn't even morning asembly this morning. I went to class and everyone was just like slacking around and playing games and blasting music on laptops. Waited for mr toh to give us back our edited pw but it's like not done. So we played games to waste time.

I could have already gone home lah. But i decided that i should go clean my brushes and clean my painting area since i was damn bloody lazy yesterday. Found yanjie, andrew and sianru taking refuge in the mac room, decided to join them since there was aircon and internet connection.

Andrew has a SUPER HUGE collection of songs. Must go cope summore. Yanjie taught me how to use the tablet to do digital potraits. I was AWED. So right now im trying out.

anyway im tired NIGHTS!

Another battle over.

2008-07-03T23:12:00.003+08:00

Hello World.

I had actually wanted to shut my eyes and rest my mind before the chaosness of school comes the next day. This com was already shut down and kept away, but i remembered that i had wanted to upload the pictures that i had took today.

yup. Im finally done with my painting. Though im not truly satisfied with my painting ( i know i'll never be) i can consider it as a PASS. The most ambitious piece of work yet. I worked till i didn't want to work. And the record was 12 hours of painting yesterday. I think i could have painted better if i had more time to work on the details .

The joy of painting is when you see the final outcome of what you are painting, comes out satisfactory and the process of it while painting. The joy of the process of painting, is the fun and laughter that you have while doing your work. Funny conversations and events. Looking out for people and teasing some. I was telling Sianru how i wished i worked a little harder on my painting during the hols so that i could have worked on the details for a longer peoriod of time. He told me then that i would have missed out on all the fun and laughter. He's right. I wouldn't want to be left out in all of it at all.

i guess sacrificies must be made.

i may hate the teadious work that we go through, but im willing to go through it. I LOVE AEP! Especially the people there x)

What an exhausting day.

2008-06-30T23:05:00.004+08:00

It was a day of PW, Malay and Art.

Pw in the morning, Malay in the afternoon and Art in the Evening.
I came home clueless of what to do actually.

Nice relaxing feelinh ehh??

Im kinda looking foward to school tmr. For one this there is no more malay oral! haha! The redundant stress is like Gone! YEAY. Im ok with Pw, coz my part of the Wr still takes time to collate. so i have sightly more time. Just need to help the rest with theirs.

AND I WANNA PAINT!
The face painting artist is BACK!!! WHEE! haha! i have regained my passion of painting faces so now they look FINE. hahah!

YUP YUP.
im off to look at some changmin stuff before i sleep x)
TAA!!!

MUAHAHAHAH!!!!

2008-06-28T21:38:00.002+08:00

MUAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH!!!!!
IT'S OVER!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHHA
HAHAHA.

this post came ONE day late. haha!

Sova paper was mentally tiring. 3 hours and 14 pages of paper.
Hands were shaking at the end of the paper. most heads were on the table once miss hew collected the paper.
IT"S OVER. hahaha!
It was OK. though i wanted to kick myself for not reading about lavender mist and broadway boogie woogie properly.

ANYWAY. went back to school today to continue painting. IM super screwed. i look as if im nearly done but actually im not. BLAH.
so much touching up to do

one more, just one more.

2008-06-26T18:01:00.002+08:00

One more day.
i hope it passes quickly. 24 more hours. It will be bliss then.

The pv came out. It's lovely.
I love.

one more sleepless night.

the war have just started...

2008-06-24T00:18:00.002+08:00

i was reading andrew's post and was laughing at how he see the mid years. It sound something like from a comic plot. i can't really see them the way he does but hey, boys are weird.

Even before the battle starts i felt as if im already losing it. Prepared my prep board for art in the morning until i had to go school. Waited for the freaking bus for 15 minutes and i gave up on it and called papa to send me to school. i managed to get a good 20 minutes worth of last minute studying of apgp. Went to the art room to hand in my boards and the first thing i saw was something shiny. yanjie was BALD. haha! I still find it quite shocking. Attempted to study but you know, we art people get distracted very easily just by talking. Ended up just listening to Qx and her funny stories.

MATHS paper was ANNOYING. It wasn't those not duable qns that they gave us to practise on. It was like tutorial standard. The annoying part is that, i forgot how to do. And when i remember, there was only 2 minutes left. BAHHHHH....

We were hanging around the art room til 4.45. Playing with qixuan's "MATHS ball", which is her unused raft papers for the exam. We were about to leave when tiak came back saying that the bus stop was JAM PACK with people. So we went to buy pao!

I realised that the whole of today, i only ate 1 chicken pao and 1 crunch ice cream. That's all.
And i missed dinner coz i slept from 9 to 12. no more dinner. * sighs*

Having 2 extra days to mug for midyears before the real bomb drops.
Thursday: Geog and Econs
Friday: Malay and Art.
Monday: Mt oral at Saint Andrew. how unfair.

OK. since im wide awake now, i shall study until i feel like sleeping even though my poor stomach is growling.

Good luck everyone!

It's a fact. IM doomed.

2008-06-22T00:22:00.002+08:00

hello.
i read miss hew's msg at 9.30pm.
we're suppose to hand in prep on monday.

SHITNESS LAH.

i can already see my standard of paintings GONE.
doing speed painting now coz all my paintings are HALF DONE.

im cursing myself.

im just want it to be friday evening.

we laughed our hearts out.

2008-06-20T23:47:00.002+08:00

hello! im like currently painting my elevator scene which i hope i can finish by tonight. I think i forgot how to paint with acrylic. haha!

I met ADLIN and QIXUAN! for banquet date today! WHEE! Love the totally spies! and we went to find me a new pair of havarinas. white gold ones! coz my previous one got stolen.

Oh and i went to pick up my o lvl cert with adlin. IM SO HAPPY THE STUPID E ISN'T THERE. hahaha!!!!!

i went home, felt dizzy and went to sleep.
APPARENTLY i had fever and now i have this wonderful cool heat absorbing blue thingy on my forehead. My sister was like "YOU! I give you my this and you must pay me $5" what nonsense. haha! My sister gets fever alot so it's from her previous packet.

Im only halfway through APGP. HOW? DIE LAH. and i can't think properly. TOO HOT!

I JUST CHECKED SOOMPI! どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう 's 13 sec PV is OUT!
saw the preview! im like loving it! haha! im SOOOO gonna get this single.
The preview is focus on jaejoong and yoochun and their expressions have so much emotions in them. i wanna see changmin though.

OK! BACK TO PAINTING!

TAA!!!!

attempting the impossible.

2008-06-18T22:34:00.004+08:00

hello.

maths is horribly annoying.

geog is information overload

econs is boring

art is doom.

aw.

4 more days to prepare.
shit lah.

anyway.

my cousins came over today!

They tried on my new specs and they looked ADORABLE!!!!!

i only managed to take a picture of diana coz she came and visit me in my room. xD

adorable much!

PW OUTING!

2008-06-17T11:43:00.003+08:00

Right now im taking a break from maths. So far i managed to relearn the conics. so YEAY! that's a big part of the paper. Im finally getting work done. Such a relief coz my brain has been rotting away for the past 3 weeks.

OK! UBIN TRIP!

We planned the ubin trip for our pw about a month ago but due unseen circumstances lilo was unable to make it. next time lilo! you must come along! Anyway, Stanley's dad picked me and debo up and drove us all the way to changi village. Haven had breakfast yet so we went to the hawker center to eat. Den we went to the ferry terminal. Stanley was like HURRY LET"S TAKE A PICTURE! made me and debo stand near the sign and took pictures. haha. he's SO like our dad.

Paid for the ferry ride, $2.50 per person and enjoyed a 10 minutes noisy but exciting boat ride. The first thing we did when we went ubin was to spray insectide! haha! The bike rental advertisements were BIKE RENTAL AT $2 ONLY! Cheat our feelings. had to pay $8 for it.

AND WE WENT CYCLING! x)

there were many durians and rambutans lying by the roadside. Debo nearly took a durian coz it was so small and cute but decided later that it was unripe so she left it there. There were like many uphill and downslopes. GOING DOWN IS THE BEST! x) uphill was plain tortureous.

oh. debo had dropped her camera cover. i was at the back so i wanted to pick it up for her but i didn't stop my bike properly and attempted to stoop down and ended up falling off my bike.

The funny part that it was all in slow motion! debo and stanley laughed at me when i was falling!

We sort of cycled the whole of ubin but haven really completed our project yet. So we turned back and on the way back guess what! we found a resident! haha! and he was kinda enough to let us look around at his home. WHOOTS! mission accomplised!

went back to changi village to eat lunch before going to debo's hse for our pw meeting. Took us 3 hours to travel from changi to debo's hse. We took the bus from changi all the way to toa payoh and den switch to mrt to admiralty. AT toa payoh! i bought specs sticker tapes! Debo bought animal chops and some other cute stuff. On the train debo was attempting to draw stanley's leg hair, claiming it's abstract art! And she put a pink sticker there too! on stanley's legs. Gosh lah!we were sitting on the floor and the people around us were like staring at us.

We cleaned ourselves up before starting work. By then, i was like already falling asleep. It was raining then. Wahhh... nearly fell asleep while debo and stanley was discussing. Debo and stanley decided to play chess when it was my turn to do the typing.

As you can see from my previous post Debo got owned by Stanley. haha! Got bored when i was done with my turn, so we decided to play the xbox! Some kungfu fighting game. i owned debo and got owned by Stanley in the las 2 games. *sighs*

Nontheless! FUN DAY!

the chess wars are going on

2008-06-16T18:20:00.004+08:00

Right now im over at debo's house waiting for debo to finish her chess match with stanley.

They are both rookies and super hilarious.

Funny

Debo got owned and a picture is taken by stanley.

He's analysing the whole game now. A video is taken

haha

Checkmate

Deborah says she didn't get owned.

YEAH RIGHT.

hahhaha

HURRY

I WANNA GO HOME!!!!!!

x))

shall update the rest of day later after i go home x)

BYE

i have no nice footwear.

2008-06-15T00:15:00.002+08:00

WHY?

BECAUSE THEY WERE STOLEN!

stupid annoying freaks who thinks that it's nice to take other people shoes because their's look like shit.

my lovely new havarinas sandals which i just bought last month.
and the nice comfy billabong flip flops.

all im left with is my school shoes and my lovely dirty pair of "white" shoes.
How the hell am i gonna survive on that?

SHOPPING FOR FOOTWEAR SOON.

The "best" fight ever filmed.

2008-06-13T21:06:00.004+08:00

A video by my siblings. Husain filmed and the younger 3 acted the "best" fight ever
Super damn retarded and funny. though i must say that they are good actors.
Apparently they were bribed with $2 and never received it.

funny shit! MUST WATCH!

living in procrastination

2008-06-09T13:28:00.002+08:00

Im like folding clothes infront of the com while watching the lastest episode of Zettai Karashi. *sighs* Been doing chores the whole morning and I don't feel like doing revision.
i just don't wanna do ANYTHING.

It's over? not really.

2008-06-07T05:56:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was supposed to be the last day that we would be painting for the june holidays.
But we have an important lecture on tuesday so that day shall be the last day. Wait. How can it be the last day when im only completed on 70% of my painting? Im doomed.

Painting was fun. I feel like i can spend hours doing something up to perfection but there just isn't enough time. 2 WEEKS? yeah it was fun but not when you are extremly unsure of what you are doing. Sometimes you just feel like squeezing out all the paint and throw them onto the canvas. TA-DA! DONE.
Expressionism Abstract. Can pass off?? Definetely NOT.

I wanted to upload my pictures so that i can scrutinise my painting longer and figure out what needs to be done, but i can't find my camera.

My sisters, grandma and maid went off to Perak yesterday night. I was suppose to send them off at the mosque but i fell asleep. I woke up at 11 and no one was at home. So i went back to sleep.
I woke up again at 4.30 feeling super damn weird. I looked around. Oh yeah, they're gone. This is the first time that im sleeping alone in my room in such a long time. Since i was 5? No wonder i felt damn weird.

And i suddenly didn't want to sleep there any longer.

*sighs*

Recently during the painting period, we had to go home very late, roughly around 6.30pm? yeah. I suddenly miss Debra terribly, all over again. I hate going home alone on the bus. Somtimes Qianying would go home with me but that only twice. *sighs* It's like after a long day in school and you are mentally drained, you just wanna have someone to talk to, so that the journey on the bus doesn't feel so annoying.

For some reason, painting in nanyang doesn't feel as bad compared to painting in cedar. Painting in cedar annoys the hell out of me but i got my A1 so im gonna close one eye to that. I think it's because the people around me are also painting. Maybe that's why I don't really feel that much insecurity as compared to cedar.

im off to read some nice fanfics about changmin before going to the ZOO today x)

syahidah fainted

2008-05-28T21:06:00.001+08:00

she exhausted.
probably would come back to life during the weekends or in 2 weeks time.

It make me happy :D

2008-05-24T23:17:00.002+08:00

I went Tjc this morning with Sianru, Andrew, Jo, Debo, Clemont, Haoyi and Enci to see Muyao's exhibition. The photos were WONDERFUL! We bought like $72 worth of prints, at discounted price x) Loved the fact that i got to see muyao again! Though it felt that the distance grew abit but he was as comfortable as always :)

I talked to Debra over the phone just now and it make me realise how much i really missed them especially when i heard their voices over the phone, or hear stuff about them. Im thinking how delighted i would be when the day where i meet adlin comes. I will SO POUNCE ON HER!

It makes me happy to talk to my friends.

It also makes me HAPPY to hear that dbsk is coming out with a new single!

どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう?
"Why have I fallen in love with you?"

I just listen to the preview and I LOVE IT! hehehe!
Can't wait for it to come out!

She was.....

2008-05-23T23:01:00.003+08:00

Hello.
Syahidah is back and dying because she was redoing her final compo and she decided to stop for a while to write about her day.

She went to school early with intentions to study and help tiak trace her compo but she ended talking to everyone and did the minimum studying.

She went into the examination hall and did her paper with careful planning this time and she hopes that she did well enough not to fail in her overall gp grade. Her palms were sweating the whole time and she kept wiping her hand on the table. She likes to stare at the whole examination hall because she was sitting RIGHT at the back and in the corner.
However towards the end of the exam, SHE WAS FREAKED out by the workers who came to take the things outside the ispace away. They kept looking inside!!!!

After GP was done, she was hopping around! And pulling Jo around to see people... (HEHEHE!)
She decided to get some pao from 7-11 to eat first before helping Tiak trace her canvas! Jo left her halfway with Sianru and Andrew to get some Tau hyui? YYeahhhhhhh........
She saw people playing soccer and basketball.

She went back to art room and help tiak! They completed the tracing in an hour! Elvis was there too and he kept singing. Syahidah thought that he could sing very nicely. x) She went home because it was too late.

She boarded a unique bus which has music blasting and funky seats but Syahidah wasn't impressed as she could see that it was a bloody waste of space. And it was uncomfortable to sleep. She was on the bus for a freaking hour and a half. She walks home from the bus stop listening to nice music.

She's now excited beacuse she is going to see her good friend Muyao who is having an exhibition tmr!

She happy! And she's off to read some fanfictions about Changmin!
GOODBYE!

It's GP today!

2008-05-23T07:15:00.002+08:00

HELLO.
It's the morning of our GP exam and im using the com! haha! i feel so ... unsure.
To think that your writing standard during the Olvls was worth the grade and that it would be suffiecient to do well in A lvls, HOW WRONG.

I can't use bombastic words like epitome or vexacious because i don't use them in everyday conversation and it's DIFFICULT to write like that..
BLAH.

Im going to do some reading before i go to school later.
Gonna help tiak to do some tracing first before i do mine.

Good luck everyone!

a sudden burst of energy

2008-05-20T21:31:00.002+08:00

Hello. My Gp exams are in 3 days time. I shall be vexacious and write my post in an objective manner. It may sound annoying to you but bear with it. Im PRACTISING.

unfortunately, i didn't survive after that paragraph. so im back to writing crap.

Weird things happened today.
Couldn't pay full attention to econs tutorial because i was too sleepy.
Heard conversations that i don't want to hear.
SOMEONE CALLED MY NAME! x)
ying ying drew me a cute drawing! Of monkeys and sheeps and an extra-ded soccer ball.
Went art room and painted Van Gogh style though it was so not fitting with the image that i wanted to bring across.
Went for Leaders Invest, WHICH was quite boring coz you can see my WHOLE class sleeping.
though there was this cute counciller from SA who came.
Went to art room to paint but QianYing invited me to lunch WHICH i wanted to backout halfway but she made me buy food first before leaving to sit with her class.
Went to art room to FINALLY PAINT.
Painted until damn letargic.
OH OH.
We were talking most of the time while painting. very random topics. x)
And we got even more letargic when miss hew didn't annouce our break at 4.30.
Sianru was dying!
Den the countdown to 5.30 started. x)
5.30 and HOMEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!

yup yup
Now im procrastinating coz i still don't want to do my work. x)

me feels like exploring.

2008-05-18T17:59:00.004+08:00

I had exams today. Religious class ones, and i was LATE coz i forgot what time it started which was at 9. And i arrived at 9.15am. haha! whatever lah.

Went to buy my oil paints today. they cost a BOMB. i think i could have saved at least $25 if i bought the paints before they increased the prices. *sighs* In total i spend $172 inclusive of a 10% discount. Im so sorry papa, for giving you the big shock.

I was drawing my composition out when i realised that there were still many holes. *sighs* Holes as in many things still missing. I wanna change erpei to an old man. Hmmm. where do i get an old man? i have no freaking idea.

Attempted to look around for an old man online, but i went to muyao's blog and found this! HANDWRITING ANALYSIS!

muyao's was funny! i shall go read andrew's later. But HERE'S MINE!

Nur Syahidah uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone.

i do like my alone time ok! especially at home.

The circumstances when Nur Syahidah does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise.

haha! this is so freaking true! Don't get me mad coz i'll remember!

Nur Syahidah will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally.

No words needed see?

Nur Syahidah is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"
People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Nur Syahidah doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Of course i see what's best for me!

Nur Syahidah will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

Well you DID asked for it...

In reference to Nur Syahidah's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Nur Syahidah slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.

She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Nur Syahidah can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

I think my mind is weird???

Nur Syahidah is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Nur Syahidah basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.

yes i love myself./

Nur Syahidah is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

Stanley should know this very well.

Nur Syahidah is very self-sufficient. She is trying not to need anyone. She is capable of making it on her own. She probably wants and enjoys people, but she doesn't "need" them. She can be a loner.

HMM...........

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Nur Syahidah has no white space or margins on a typical sheet of paper. Nur Syahidah fills up every last inch on the top, right, left, and bottom. Hmmm. If this is true, then Nur Syahidah has a very aggressive personality toward others and quite frankly lacks a bit of respect for the space and property of other people. I would be surprised if Nur Syahidah just comes into someone's home and helps herself to a drink in the refrigerator. This can be both an obnoxious personality trait and it can be assertive and effective in getting what you want. There isn't much fear of getting in trouble here, Nur Syahidah finds plenty of reasons to break the rules and get in trouble. (Okay, perhaps when she was younger, not anymore?) Basically, people with no margins are a handful.

I think this part is so screwed. I DON'T HELP MYSELF to a drink in other people's refrigerator!

that's all i guess. I shall now go continue to find for that old man.

writing style

2008-05-17T20:31:00.003+08:00

hello blog.

I got back my gp essay the other day and i didn't do well on it. miss chiew was saying that i ramble too much. Too long winded. The source of my rambling writing habit;

YOU.

though im not gonna change the way im gonna write here. haha! don't worry. I'll still be rambling here.

ok.
rambling starts here =>

i just finished writing aini's email, though i prefer to call it a letter. i MISS HER. MUCH!
i miss everyone else too but you know, you just miss her more coz she's away in canada.

I slept the whole day.
yup yup.

Anger called me just now. Asking me if i wanted to go to scgs campfire tonight because the sec 3s are performing. She was talking den halfway through she was like "OH btw do you know who this is?" ahaha? Anger dear, of course i recognise your voice from the moment i picked up the phone.

my detailed line drawing is extremly detailed
haha! im off to finsih it now x)

painting fit.

2008-05-15T23:35:00.002+08:00

i felt excited to paint today.
Was happily painting until my brother came over and he said it wasn't nice.
Since my brother studies art too i tend to take his opinions more seriously than the rest of my family members.

he said the shirt i've been painting wasn't NICE.
YOU SUCKER!!!!!!!
i lost my enthusiasm to finish the painting. (threw it aside)

my painting frenzy has been spoilt.
and im now watching The Contender on Channel 5
Muay Thai suddenly looks damn interesting.

the days just passes by...

2008-05-13T23:04:00.002+08:00

Im getting more tired as each day passes,

my eyebags keep growing darker each day,
my enthusiasium lost along the way
my body exhausted at the end of the day
my mouth closed with words i don't say.

but i guess the only thing that keeps me going on
it the great company that i have.
and my urge to see them again the next day,
everyday.

of maths and laughter and pain.

2008-05-08T16:05:00.002+08:00

HELLO.
IM HOME EARLY TODAY!
because there was no MOTHER TONGUE!!!! see how happy i am?
haha! YEAYNESS!!!!

Im kinda preparing my costume for tmr!
Im going as sherlock homes! YEAY.
i just need the pipe and a magnifying glass! AND YUPPSSS.

there's econs test tmr. BAHH...
there's ERMMM....
so many things! haha!

Maths test is sucky. FULLSTOP.

i made rachel's day! i tell you how, I was complaining to Rachel that i was ending late today but i would be able to go home super early tmr! The moment i finish my sentence, i missed the step and fell! HAHAH!!! i was laughing and in pain at the same time. i sprain my ankle again. I should have opened my eyes coz then i would see rachel laughing her head off!!! The others didn;t really hear our conversation so they didn't understand why rachel was laughing so hard.
OMO. it was funny!

ok i shall go prepare econs now!
BYE

i hate being late.

2008-05-05T20:26:00.002+08:00

It totally spoils your mood for the whole day. i was late for my 2.4 km run today coz i woke up late. BLAH.
I felt like shit the whole day. Though there were some exceptional periods such as talking to shangyu during maths. Extremely fun. yeah.

We got back our first draft for GPP. It was feasible it's just that we needed to explore deeper.
Mr Toh saw Debo's small Sketchbook, The blue's clues series. We showed him yixiang's clues, he instantly said YIXIANG! haha! the disco ball and soccer ball damn obvious lah! Oh and he thought that Li Peng was a GUY. WAKAKA! Lucky he never see the next page.

During PE, i had to run my 2.4km and my lovely class offered to pace with me. x) yeayness! i have such a nice class! Thank you for today! x)

i went home listening to corrinne may. I was at peace.

i was practicing something an as i came down, i sprained my knee.
i will be limping tmr. GAKK.

stories galore.

2008-05-04T20:21:00.002+08:00

I am a sucker for stories.
I like to read, listen, watch about the stories.
I have a wild imagination.
I travel in that imagination of mine.
I see the whole story being played out infront of me.
I love the feeling.
your own personal theater running in your mind.

That's how i see things, i guess.
That's why i like stories, and EVERYTHING that has got to do with it.
Pictures are wonderful too.

however, i love it too much to be torn away from it.
i love it too much that i can't divide my time properly.
i love it too much that i don't do my homework.

i am a PROCRASTINATOR.
my current status indicates that im a dying procastinator.
Why?
Because my homework is not done, and my drawing is not drawn and

procrastinators don't survive.
they die.
it may not be physically but they die anyway.
just waiting for the time to come.

stories are my favourite past time.
regardless the form that they take.
i love it.

Of Gandhi and Buses.

2008-05-01T22:32:00.002+08:00

im not suppose to be here because im suppose to be freaking out ab0ut my composition and my geog test tmr.

There is alot to study and art stuff to do but Syahidah has officially fallen apart. THUS she's here. and rambling.

Went over to Deborah's house today at Woodlands. Guess what. it felt FOREIGN. It was my first time taking 969 to woodlands and i didn't know where to stop so i was in a panic. Pass by Yishun and i must say, Yishun definitely has a lot of Old people? The whole bus was full of elderly when the stop was at Yishun. Ok. Erm. The Mrt station too. Very foreign. I was suppose to meet Stanley at the control station but he so extra went to the bus stop first. I saw him from across the road. HAiz. So i waited for liling. Im glad that there was someone who has the same feeling as me. The feeling of being in a new place. Very weird but ya.

I made a big fuss this morning about taking the camera because i needed it to take photos on the bus. i Asked stanley and liling to help me pose and so we went on the bus. I went to the middle and guess what! The camera screen says, NO CARD. DAMN EMBARESSING.

OH SHIT.
i want to tell you more about my day but i just received an sms from miss hew. DAMN IT
I DIE.
im off to draw now

im so sorry mr ng. AEP comes first now.
i promise to do better next time

Of clean paintbrushes and ice-cream

2008-04-30T21:20:00.003+08:00

A wonderful day! with exception of the freaking boring ns talk that they had. Yes i know it's important for us to have a basic knowledge of it but HECK! 1.5 hours is TOO LONG. Especially when everyone is DARN HUNGRY.

Anyway, it was the first time i ever saw 0831 doing work in the canteen for such a long time on a wednesday! Normally Wednesdays are just free and easy as some had 3.5 hours break. It was like most of us really rushing and doing our work instead of turning up to the tutorial empty handed. I was very amused at that and thus! YEAY! rush hw! x) most of us were doing work except for a few lah, like miss lim qx for instance. She was as per normal, playing around noisily. I knew that but it only caught my attention when she starts squealing and half crying. *SHEESH*

AEP CLUB ELECTIONS!
CONGRATULATIONS!
To our new president, vice president and photographer!
Enci, Debwuah, and JO!
*jo please don't blackmail me!
The speeches were interesting but i was cleaning my paintbrushes the whole time.
HRM. It's nice to see that there's not much politics in Aep club except for the fact that everyone can't really interact with everyone else due to our drastic timetables. Yaokhuan wrote on a piece of cardboard, AEP CLUB RAWKS! i so agree x)

Im going to watch Gandhi at debwuah's house tmr! PW PW PW PW is annoying but at least is tolerable right now.

Ps: to 0831 who wants to find the pictures that we have taken so far, go to my links page click on photobucket. x)

tales of the glaring sun and elmo keychains

2008-04-28T21:19:00.003+08:00

it was an eventful day but i just don't fell like telling you ya?
in short it goes like this,

PE + Sun = annoying + headaches
Nictay + Paul + cake = HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

and i forgot the rest x)

It's a time to REJOICE!!!

2008-04-27T16:33:00.002+08:00

Remember me dedicating a post on how i HATE the fish tank that was beside the com table?
IT'S GONE!!!! WHOOHOOOTTTSSSS!!!!!

Apparently it has been breeding mosquito larvae ever since the last remaining fish died tragically. My brother found out about it and attempted many ways to kill the larvae before it became mosquitoes. No wonder my feet has been quite itchy for a few days. THANKS TO THAT! My dad decided to THROW IT AWAY! YES! After 7 years of fish tank misery for me. I hate it to the core, ok?

i was gloomy this morning but coffee bun makes everything better. x)

i shall now excitedly go finish my maths tutorial 4b before the family outing later to swensens!!!

it's the WEEKENDS!!!!

2008-04-25T19:18:00.003+08:00

yeay! finally i can do art.
Cleared 3rd draft of PI, Maths test, Econs test and all the freaking tutorials for the week!
YEAY!

i got back my gp essay and i freaking failed by 1/2 a mark. DAMN.
She commented that im rambling too much.
Maybe i am! If that's my problem, i guess i really need to work harder on my gp.
*SIGHS*

Erm Erm Erm.
There were many things that happened this week. I can't really recall them well because i really was exhausted.
WAIT.
i forgot the most important FACT.
I LOST MY HANDBOOK.
i feel super lost without it because i write down my school work inside that book coz i can't be bothered to remember them. THERE"S ALOT OF THINGS INSIDE..... :( whoever finds it please return it to me! It may look like junk to you but it's really important to me. i really need it back.

yeah. During Econs lecture test, my hair band broke. i was wearing 2 so i didn't mind the first time. But the second time, it BROKE AGAIN! i had my loyal hairclip with me so i twirled my hair and CLIP. i ended up playing with my hair all the way until geog lecture. ;)

During Econs in the morning, i was kinda nodding off. i didn't really get to pay attention that much though i know what mr nandwani was talking about. He was making a statement about singapore's most important economic tool being the Singapore Currency and he scared the hell out of me by suddenly asking "Syahidah, So what's the next Qns?" I was in a daze. Everyone knew i was kinda nodding off and i went "huh? why?" coz i was really blur. He excitedly said "YES! you're RIGHT! WHY!" And the whole class burst out laughing.

was sleepy again in gp. i was drawing sheeps to keep me awake. The irony, SHEEPS. i was half closing my eyes when Rachel suddenly punched me. i woke up immediately due to pure shock. "Don't Sleep" she tells me. A few minutes later, she was the one putting her head on the table. MY TURN! She woke up from shock too! x)

my brother's reminding me to do art already. *sighs* Fine.
To nic tay whom i know reads this blog. You drop hints like a girl! We get it lah! x)
*SMILES*