laughing freak

happy children's day!

2009-10-01T21:37:00.002+08:00

there was a nice sounding bell marking the start of the new month of october today :)
it's children's day!

my new maths lecture tutor gave us presents although it was the first time we were meeting each other. it was cutely random!

Our fates have been decided for our coursework. The examiners came to mark today....
im hoping for that PRETTY LETTER "A".

The aepers were put through child labour today! We cleaned up the artroom after not cleaning up after ages. Ahhh the fresh air in the art room is very nice. The sinks are also sparkling clean :) Maybe except for the ceremic room sinks, but it's way better then what it was this morning! Awesome! We also now have a shrine compromising of the left over mini sculptures we created during coursework.

Lastly, we had a celebration of ice cream, nutri tea and chips for children's day! WHEEE!!! that made me super happy :)

and now off to a super overnight mugging until tmr morning.
TA~
IM OFF TO GET MY "A"s!

2009-09-29T00:42:00.001+08:00

im really upset about many things right now

some are small, some are big,

some are just not worth being upset about but i am.

Stomach cramps does not help with the mood either.

2009-06-12T22:57:00.002+08:00

i hate it whenever i aim to finish something within that time
and i ended up being occupied with something else.

i wanted to do my stats and my GC HAD to get screwed.
My water bottle kinda leaked in my bag and it totally spoilt my GC.
I dismantled it to dry and fix it but to no avail.

Ah shit lah

$150 gone.......

2009-05-31T21:39:00.003+08:00

Im refusing to pick up my art stuff from the floor.
oh my, wonder why...... -__-

i just fell in love with dbsk all over again,
with their first song that i fell in love with,

Begin.

2009-05-22T22:16:00.001+08:00

this post is like a mirror image of some of the posts dated 2 years ago.

im really tired.

Hair Cuts

2009-05-10T21:59:00.003+08:00

You know, for the past 2 years, my hairstyle has not changed drastically unlike my sec 3, sec 4 years. I was kinda happy with it, until my dad ordered me to cut it. sadly i went to cut it.

I hate it how it is such a drastic change, and i can't hide it.
i hate it how it emphasises my cheeks and makes it looks bigger. Blame the fringe.
I LOOK FUNNY, and i already miss my long hair. :(

from long hair to short hair. yes people i chopped it off. And the story that came with it sounds just as funny.

Blah. i guess my running plans will effectively start from tmr.

a quick recap

2009-04-27T20:51:00.012+08:00

Hey there!
Me has been very busy lately, but i found some time today to update you! :) feel happy?
you should be!
The last 2 weeks had been FABULOUS :) it was great stuff! huh? Of COURSE im talking about stuff other than school! School is tiring as usual but let's not dwell on that, shall we?

First up! Guides Outing at Seoul Garden! It's like the 3th anniversary celebration for our campfire. We kinda celebrated Fathiyah's bday too! Charis was super hilarious, seeing her all dressed up and very pretty, yet her behaviour like some auntie! haha! I really missed you all and im SO glad that we met up. Seoul garden is fun eh? It's like outdoor cooking! And we left smelling like barbeque meat :) We met Adeline who was 4 hours late, but me and Sandra had to go so we left first. Thanks Sandra for helping me pick Fathiyah's and Jiani's present :)
i love that day.

Sandra Fathiyah and Me!
We were the only ones who was ON TIME.

Fathiyah and Jiani appalled at Pamela for some reason that
i have forgotton.

Happy Birthday Fathiyah!

US :D

11 April 2009

Next up! it was my Birthday! im going to Spam my "thank you"s here, so bear with me!
Thanks to all the people who wished me especially the special melly! haha! It really made my day! Thanks to Sandra for giving me my first present, Thanks to Leeyen for the cute panda socks and the pencil, To Tiak, for the wonderful cat book and cat painting :) To Qianying, Lanlan and Ling for the chocolate banana marshmellows, card and Ferraro Roche, To Estelle for the cloud marshmellows, To Lilo for the KinderJoy! To Jiawei for the "carrot" ring :) To Pauline, Michelle Lyana and Jiawei for the cute icecream card, To Lipeng for your Delicious Unripe Papaya. To andrew Enci and JO! for the green tea cake. To Debo for the golden head,

To my Family for the Celebration and cake and presents. To Mommy and Daddy for my new phone.

And lastly to QIXUAN, for my favourite present!
She's smart! She added a Changmin!

14 April 2009

And Fighting Spiders which debuts on my birthday! Watch it people! it's a good laugh!

i wanted to post up my family photo but it;s not with me now,
Oh well, another day then.

Next Up Hope Carnival!
on 17 April 2009

Most of us, 0831!
We did a photobooth and we managed to get $60 of profits!

Next, 0831 MISSION TO PROTECT CLASS ORIGINALITY!
24 April 2009

Read our SPEECHBUBBLES.

Nictay

Shangyu

Stanley and Lilo

Jiawei and Estelle

Estellle Me and Pauline

And my favourite for the day!
Lyana and Zihua!

Sadly our designer, ms Qixuan went out for lunch so we didn't get to take a picture of hers.

Finally some very long overdue photos,

ME!

Jo!

Debo!

Evelyn!

Sianru's back

Catgirl

Ling!

Leeyen trying to hide

Ms Cho!

So guess who was the culprit who was going around
taking photos instead of doing coursework

i give you a clue....

It's THIS GIRL.

you know who?
i do too!

QIXUAN!

hahah! In all her Unglam Glory :D

wow. that was a super image loaded post.
And i took freaking long too. haha!
There probably be another one.

anyway,
HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY HUSAIN!
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY NICTAY!

TA! Econs is calling me!

Yup, it's good

2009-04-10T19:34:00.002+08:00

I GOT MY FIRST HAPPY A! For PW!
im thankful and grateful especially to my groupmates, Stanley, Lilo and Debo.
Me really loves you alot. We worked hard didn't we? Let's go Pulau Ubin during June again :)
This time, let's go with the class!

I woke up early today!

2009-04-09T05:01:00.002+08:00

And it's already April! Goshhhh....
Yes i woke up early today at 3am for some reason... Ok. That reason is to do my maths tutorial which is EPICly DISGUSTING. i don't get it at all thus there were MANY MANY holes.

erm. so what going on lately?
i can't remember interesting stuff coz the days just seems all the same. full of shitty workload.
In the last 2 weeks, i went to the museum to see this exhibition called, The Costumier by this French fashion designer and it was damn bloody cool, me would love to upload pictures, but it just takes too much effort. So perhaps maybe when im a bit more free. We got our Art Ts! I totally love the shirts! i like the white one better though! It's a nice white collared dry fit shirt. Me is going to wear it soon! We got our new ezlink cards on tuesday, and the freaking producer must have no brains. i don't mind the card design and functions, i think they're cool but WHY MUST THE FREAKING PICTURE BE OUR PRIMARY SCHOOL PHOTO! That's like a freaking 6 yaer old photo! Don't you think that our face all look kinda different already?
GAKKK,,, And i was so happy to have lost that old ezlink card and was made to make a new one in sec 2. whatever lah. 7 more months before can change.
Lastly, we will be getting our PW results today. Gosh...

yah..... A quick summary.

AND JO! STOP telling me that Changmin's eyebrows look like bushy caterpillars!
THEY ARE NOT! Changmin is LOVE!

anyway i need to prepare for school already.. Sighs

dreading school

2009-03-22T16:44:00.001+08:00

school is starting tmr!!!
NO!!!!!!
im so not rested at all. in fact i feel worse.
if only there was one more week.

beautiful ending

2009-03-21T21:29:00.002+08:00

i kinda regret not bringing my camera today.

GPA was great, though my feet is hurting badly due to the running all over the place. i enjoyed myself and with all the new people i got along with :) It was a blast!

It rained in the late afternoon and the sky was beautiful. I saw a double rainbow again at the bus stop. The sun was setting and the sky was amazingly beautiful because it was a mix of brilliant reddish orange and light purple. It was like the sky forgot what colour it was suppose to be.

syahidah loves her day though she didn;t get to go zoo. oh well. another day i guess :)

Welcome to Singapore

2009-03-03T20:33:00.003+08:00

I find myself smiling so often in the company of my awesome class 0831 and the lovely aepers.
Today is a good example.
We were basically joking around the whole day with exception of some lessons aka maths and econs. Laughing over the yearbook and deciding where to go for out class outing! We're going Chinatown and the Zoo over the March Hols!

But the main highlight of the day was with the Aepers! At the SDMA competition award ceremony today! We went down to Ngee Ann Poly and had a wonderful time watching the award winning videos. Not to forget, we won some AWARDS! WHEE!!!! Welcome to Singapore received Merit, Camera Obscura, a silver and Emergency Preparedness a GOLD! whee!!!
And the reception was nice!

oh i forgot to mentioned, cedar girls performed the opening no! the choir with a live band! singing the BEETLES!
hahha!
it's been great! and i just finished maths too.
:)

it pours...

2009-03-02T19:05:00.002+08:00

i just came home, and it was raining heavily when i was in the bus. Ah the rain just stopped. I have a feeling that a rainbow is coming up any time soon. Wait let me check.....

YES! i was right! there IS A RAINBOW! So clear in full view too! i see i see hahah!

Today in school, it's just a series of boring happennings. Erm. erm. erm.
Oh! i ran 9 rounds today with rachel this morning! Lovely! It's an accomplishment!
other than that... maths was boring, so was econs, and my stomach was growling in geog.

blah blah blah.
There is this sense of emptiness in me right now.
I just don't know what to fill it up with yet.

morning breeze

2009-02-25T08:10:00.003+08:00

Being at home in the morning on a weekday, is really wonderful. Such a peaceful feeling. I wish to take a photo of it but sadly my brother brought the camera to school today.

The worst is over for block test with killer combination yesterday. Monday was Gp and Geog, Tuesday was Maths and Econs. I have Art theory tmr. After that it's the end! i plan to work on my phototaking skills while waiting for the Lit people to finish their papers. im such a nice friend right? haha! ok...

i was reading Times the other day and i found it strangely engaging to read it. I told my dad about it and he told me that it's normal. Why? because my reading taste became mature. I AM ACTUALLY SAD TO HEAR THAT. That's probably the reason why i cannot pick up a teenage novel and not read beyond 10 pages before falling asleep. It'd really sad. I also found myself watching more and more movies of the thinking type. Those which would really bore me to no end previously. Now i actually enjoy them.

Is this what it means to be growing up?
Even my current age scares me abit. 17 turning 18 in about 2 months. I feel really old. I still think im 15/16. In the middle my teenage years, still having fun. *sighs* Time passes by REALLY fast doesn't it?

On a lighter note, since i have a bit of free time now, i have been watching fancams from the Mirotic Seoul Tour! It's DAMN COOL. Wish i was there to see it all for myself. So far my favourite performances would be Changmin's Upon This Rock solo and Yoochun's Love Bye Love ballad ver while playing the piano. It's MIND BLOWING! There are many other cool performances but i guess i have to wait until the dvd comes out to see it clearer.

AND the SURVIVOR PV came out on monday! i have been listening and watching it nonstop. Firstly, the music is really catching and upbeat! It's really good for waking people up in the morning. haha! The lyrics are quite meaningful too, especially in today's poor economical situation. It talks about how we have to overcome the difficulties together and become a survivor! The lyrics are quite cute too! AND LASTLY, the video itself! Hrm, there has been much talk about it about how it doesn't really bring out the shine in the guys, i agree with it and the dance steps are abit weird too. haha! HOWEVER, i must really praise the artistic value in the storyline and setting. The lyrics is about surviving right? So in order to be a survivor, you need to go throught the difficulties which is represented destroyed environment. i really like the settings. :)

And the plot is a whole different story. haha! i like how there are many interpretation of the plot. There are the guys in black and the guys in white. i shall give you mine. i think it makes no sense here but it does in my head. Black = supposedly evil, White = supposedly good. The white are like monitoring the guys in black and somewhat planning something bad for them. While the guys in black are just there after surviving the catastrophe outside. The White was protected in the white room but not anymore. The white room starts to emit emergency warnings, so the whole place turns red an starts to collapse. Then the White called the Black for help and so they came opening the doors to save the Whites. But the Whites wanting to survive, briefly thank them and quickly exited leaving the Blacks in the collapsing room. The Whites survived.
It's a rather twisted story line but i like. Coz it's playing with the irony of how the colour assosiation of the character's true nature is the opposite.

Ok. this has been a very long post. I realise i have been practising my Sova skills on the video. Please ignore the whole chunk if you don't like reading ramblings. Since it's already 9.30 i better get started on the real SOVA.

TA~

i see a rainbow!

2009-02-25T19:07:00.002+08:00

nope there is 2!!!!!
after the heavy downpour, we see rainbows! outside our window.
Luckily for us, we get to see the whole arc!
and then the rainbow grew bigger and it disappered. The sun is setting.
ahhh
such a beautiful moment. :)

Happy Birthday Darling!

2009-02-18T00:00:00.005+08:00

my dear changmin turns 21 today! :)

i can't do much but i'll sing you a birthday song to you later when i meet you in my dreams!

Or maybe go around being hyper telling everyone that it's your birthday!

im sure they'll listen to me!

You'll be having the Mirotic live tour this weekend and you are probably working hard preparing for it. I can't wait to see the concert! You prepared a really good show right? i am DAMN EXCITED. But sadly, that i won't be hanging on my com waiting for pictures and fancams for the whole week coz im having exams next week. Oh well. i guess i can steal a peek? :)

Dear Changmin Oppa!

Stay healthy and Be Happy! Smile Always!

loves Syahidah

2009-02-03T21:59:00.003+08:00

I visit my own blog every single day without any intention to blog. I find it strange but i have nothing that i want to write about, so yeah......

Today, wasn't any much difference in school. Wait. There is.
The J1s have come.
Oh what a terrible sight.
There is a sense of invasiveness through out the school. I DON'T LIKE. Sighs. I hope it gets better with a better timetable. Crowded canteen and long queues totally kills my appetide.

Erm. yeah. sighs.
And my art coursework is like going in CIRCLES.
Oh during our art today, the teachers had a conference to attend so we were doing our work.
I spend the time figuring out how to do the photo montage but i failed terribly. So i help andrew come out with stories for his coursework. It was rather fun coz they were all silly. :)

shalalallalala

frustration

2009-01-28T20:55:00.003+08:00

Today is one of those days that you begin the day with a light note, and end it at a bitter one.
It's so shitty that tears just rolled down my cheeks.
Won't explain furthur but tmr's outlook doesn't look any better.
In fact, it looks worse.

blah blah blah.

Mirotic C!

2009-01-18T23:01:00.002+08:00

YEAY!!!! hahaha! i finally got my first dbsk album! :)
i was spazzing of it only to find out that that the laptop can't read the Cd. DAMN.
Luckily it works on the other com.

yup! Today i went to see the exhibition, "Museum of Broken Relationships". There were a few funny ones, sad ones and those that were plain silly. Debo took photos of a love letter that was rather hilarious. Written by this guy to his girlfriend. I learnt something today. Objects are of a higher value and sentiment due to the story attached to it. And the degree of the value of the object depends on what the onwer went through and how much it means to them.

I looked into my treasure drawer today to clean up my stuff and add my new album. I found many letters and small gifts that people gave me. I realise that i have forgotten some of my friends, my juniors and people i met in the past. It was rather sad but thankfully i could still recognise the giver of my presents and letters even if there is no name on the present. Well, it's inside my treasure drawer right? Those really means alot to me.

Other than that, i can safely say that i didn't do much over the weekend except being lazy and talk alot to annoy my family. Oh! im rather stuck on my thoughts for coursework too. :(

Oh. and i bought files today. Pretty ones! Those that allows me to be lazy and just chuck my papers away in my bag. And can you believe that i went around and around Popular and i still couldn't find correction fluid????

happy girl today!

2009-01-13T20:58:00.006+08:00

You are cordinally invited to Prince Changmin's Birthday Party

Every girl's dream to meet their prince

And being swept away!

Anyway, nyjc open hse was today, and it was rather erm. Yeah.
but i had fun though! Anything is better than lessons immediately. And we won first in floorball! yeay! :)
syahidah really happy!
but her timetable tmr is disgusting so she is going to go finish up her homework now...

The pictures on top are fanmade! Prince Changmin!

im hungry.

2009-01-09T01:37:00.002+08:00

I just finish doing the slides for econs. And im hungry coz i forgot to eat dinner :(
There's nothing to munch on and i think im hallucinating coz i smell nice food from the window.
It's 1.30am! I shall go sleep now so i can wake up and eat breakfast! :)

Good night!

2009

2009-01-01T23:17:00.002+08:00

Wahhh... Fireworks last night was pretty. I watched them from the tv but they were pretty nontheless. Tmr! Is the 2nd of Jan! School Reopens! WHOOts! The little kiddies goes back to school and i have a week extra of holidays, YES!

i need start on work though :)

final day of 2008

2008-12-31T20:13:00.002+08:00

hello! After such a long hiatus, im back! I just sort of "recovered" from the Aep chionging art period which lasted for 5 days. I managed to come out with a few self satisfactory work which didn't exactly get rejected but i must the teachers just said i must work on my message of lights being overkill instead of just making the scenes very pretty. They said it was pretty! :)

Anyway i went to eat lunch at around 3? 4? Super happy to be finally filing my stomach up this time. Then i went to watch the KEPers do their stuff which was quite interesting since it was my first time and everything. The Aepers are having a countdown party at Jo's house :) Couldn't go coz i was almost a dead log just now. I just went home and slept :)

Ahah! My estate is having a countdown party somewhere nearby and definetely there's a lot of people. They are singing and everything. I think it's quite happening. And my brother had to go shout " PA! Call the police! there are many people downstairs!" Ha! i think he still has something against the police when they come whenever he wants to play soccer in the void deck.

Anyway! The year 2008! A super memorable year with many good things happening. I like! A short paragraph on 2008.

Nanyang JC, Aep, wonderful people, Banquet dates, 0831, Uob paintings, lunches with aep, museum trips, art competitions, the many many breaks with 0831, some silly things that we look out for in school, Perth Art Trip! IPOD!!!!
Tohoshinki! Dongbangshinki!, Purple Line, T, History in Japan! Beautiful You, Trick series, T live tour! どうして君を好きになってしまった, Mirotic! 4th album Comeback!, Wrong Number, Many many hot performances, AWARDS! Daeseng! Kohaku! Kiss the Baby Sky! Wasurenaide, BOLERO! and of course! CHANGMIN!!!!!! not forgetting the rest, junsu, jaejoong, yunho, yoochun!

2008 has been great, i hope with the upcoming new challenges, aka A lvls & coursework, i hope 2009 will be great too.
Love you people!

Happy New Year!

right now,

2008-12-28T01:42:00.002+08:00

i just wanna sleep. But i can't.
Im feeling too hopeless. Everything i do hasn't turned out exactly very nice at all. In fact it looks like shit. Up to the point where im really doubting the skills that i have been honing the whole time.
once again, im cursing myself for doing last minute work.

once again, im BACKKKKK

2008-12-22T18:37:00.002+08:00

i know it's weird, but this time im back from malaysia!

It a family trip and we drove to kl and perak.

i had fun there, i got to kayak!

And of course, spending so much time under the sun means i got burnt too. In the hotels, the air cons are on too, so my face is extra dry and burnt.

i love resorts :) and the pretty stars at night

and once again, im glad to be back in singapore