Wednesday, May 31, 2006I HATE MY TAN!!!!im extremly darK!!!!! IT HATE IT!!!! i have been under the sun frm 9 to 3 and i can say that the weather is SIOW!!!!! frm 9 to 11 the sun was still toralable den frm den onwards the sun SHINED as if there it cannot shine tmr.... SHOOTS LAHH... den around 2.30 guess wad was the weather.... it was cloudy (thx god) AND IT BLOODY DRIZZED for a while.... i was so freaking hot frm before that i didn;t really realise that it was drizzling until it stopped.. haIZ>>>> such a short lived moment of bliss... ok... i was super STARVING lAH!!!! i didn;t eat breakfast, lunch and by 2 i was already behaving lyk a drunkard.... HAHA!!! let's do the dizzy walking!!!!! HAHA!!!! i was super super THANKFUL AND GRATEFUL to adeline!!! haha!!! her friend buy for her chicken!!! den she shared it wif all of us!!!! SO NICE!!! the drumstick was delicious!!!!though it was a bit cold... HAHA!!! a hungry mad girl does not care about this small trival things and just ATE!!! haha i finish the drumstick right down to the bone and was still biting it!!! WHOOTS!!!! i must be mad... im toking bout the weather and den the drumstick that i ate.... haha!!! today i practically devoted to doing guides stuff haha!! 1> campchallenge 2> coy 1 farewell meeting 3> campchallenge FOOD!!!! HAHA!! ok besides that... we tried the gateway again today... but for some reason.... it CANNOT STAND!!!!! BLODDY HELL!! tried and redo it i think about 4 times AND IT CANNOT STAND!!!! hAIZ...... i think it's because of the door lahh!!!! stupid door.... i tink when we were packing up the spazs... i had extreamly GREAT IDEA!!!! HAHA!!!! i finally figured out the mechanism for the turn about... hAHA!!!!!! it difficult to explain but i LIKE IT!!!! HAHA GOOD FOR MOI!!!!! hehe den i went up to the lounge and found that all the stuff was nearly DONE!!!! HAHA!!! GREAT MAN!!!! HHEHE!!! i have a PINK WATCH !!!! HAHA!! so cool!!! ok... im suppose to finish painting the banner but somehow i bloody dun care right now... im going to ENJOY myself... for now... HAHA!!! x)) goodiegoodieme imtakingthingseasiynow Tuesday, May 30, 2006haha!!!!5 days have passed since the last day of sch i must say that it has been extremly FAST!!!! wHOOTS.>>> i was angry den HAPPY den sad and disappointed den calm den tired den pissed den gleeful den angry again den pissed den feeling hopeless den sad den worried den hungry and finally EXTREMLY HAPPY!! hahA!!!! i got lots of mood swings ehh??? HAHA!!! just have to say that my first week of holidays are not holidays but training days for CAMP CHALLENGE and it's super tiring.... HAIZZZZ>>>>>>> sad LAH... not to mention all the homework and all the catching up i have to do it's quite a burden HAHA!!! but i shall be happy now... hehe!!! my stomach is still fuLL.... lunch with the patrol was a funny occasion HAHA!!! and i so seriously need to buy some new hairband.... i lost my black and white one and only left my green one.. and i have to wear that everyday to sch.. GREEN!!!!! OUHH!!!! and ONE PINK hairband for CAMP!!!! hah!!! im digressing.... and im a poor speller... haha x)) iminblissnow dunburstmybubble!!! Tuesday, May 23, 2006i dunnoe why... but somehow i have a sharp feelingin my eyes tis past few days im pretty scared it might be infection or sumthing i hope it's not... it's really very painful...... besides that... sch was ok lah the first 3 periods i had camp training with the other campchallenge people..... stupid gateway.... took ages to figure out how to build it.... and nearly all the knots are loose!!! haIZZZZ very tired lahh.... got to sleep the nxt 2.5 periods coz it was the music recital for the sec 4s and the music was lyk setting an atmosphere to sleep anyway miss chye said can sleept wad.... hahaa after sch had more camp training.... but it was more efficient coz we had practice in the morning... bAHH mdm f gave the sec 3s a briefing bout the nco camp and wad we are suppose to do lahh basically... she gave me a lot to think about... though it;s not really mentioned.... 1> the farewell.. WE HAVE DONE close to NOTHING and it is only 1 month away .... 2> camp challenge is only 2 WEEKS AWAY sorry actually.... 12 DAYS MORE TO PREPARE.... 3> we haven done MUCH yet!!! 4> Recomandations of positions [I DUN WANT to be wat i think others think that im best at] 5> IM SUPER DAMN BLOODY TIRED shan't say more x( daysoftrials arealwaysfulloftears
my body is hurting all over...
shoots.... it feels lyk a jelly all the time and there are needles poking me... i can't see those needles.. need find them SERIOUSLY it's POKING ME and it bloody HURTS... ARgHH>>>> shall tell you the cause of my bodily pain i went for the 1 star kayaking course.... yes it was fun lahh... we did some practise on moving the kayak and a did a capsize.... haha so fun we were swimming in the river..!!!! my dear partner, arica, was so sacred to capsize!! haha!!! super kuku x)) did more practise and keep bumping into others (gosh lah steering from the back is so freaking DIFFICULT! it uses all ur strength LOL) ANYWAY it rained towards the end... all of us were drenched wet to the skin but we all wanted to be drenched more coz there's lyk sand EVERYWHERE and i have an EXTREME need to wash it off!! the sand keeps getting to my eyes SO PAIN LAH>>>> yeah..lyk i said we were all drenched and i was BLOODY COLD!!! bahh... i ended up being the last one to leave the place.... went home... bathe... ate lyk a pig(bout 4 plates) and slept on the sofa IMMEDIATELY bAHH i just woke up lahh.. im bloody tired... bahh.... i forgot to mention... I SMELT THE WONDERFUL SMELL of the FIRE BURNING!!!! afTER SO LONG!!!! i seriously miss that smell.... yeah... had best practise day in sch... the sec 3 guides visited the ncc, npcc and redcross BUT WE DIDN"T GET TO do FIELD COOKING!!!! SAD lah!!! they did chocolate bananas... I WANT TO DO!!!!!! hUH!!!! while i was missing the FIRE..... we had fun at the other ug booths x) at ncc, we did range card, rifle drills and field signals.... whOOTS i think the range card was quite interesting though i dunnoe wad it is for.... i think my range card so cute lah!!! x)) actually, my range card is some 6 other people range cards too but i did most of the work so yeah.... haha and i got a 8.5!!! haha !! wHOOTS hehe.. adlin said it was gd for a first timer... hAHHA!!!! den at red cross we learn how to make a portable strechter and learned how to make a fake wound... HAHA... i think that it was the funniest part of the whole event.... i keep puting all the ingredients on my arms and it ended up looking as if i spilled strawberry jam on it... HAHAHA it was difficult to wash it off LLOL!!! i used a LOT of vaseline... x)) den at npcc we did.... hmm i dunnoe wat it's called but it's something lyk doing high elements but it's so much closer to ground WHOOTS!!! haha it was so fun!!! nearly everyone tried at least once.... i like the hanging upside down thingy.... it was freaking funny LOL haha.. those who tried it out was so scared but they did it anyway... i tell you i keep laughing through out the whole thing haha!!! everyone kept saying silly things hehe... everyone keep cracking jokes lah>> haha at least... the day wasn't so bad ehh?? x)) myhandsarenumb areyouwifme?? Sunday, May 21, 2006whooTS!!!!i've been bloghopping!!!! haha.... and i have come to a conclusion that most blogs are BLACK.... and it's super dark!!!! i dunnoe wat's happening to my eyes but i can't see very well on black background it hurts.... i like colourfull blogs!!!!it's so pretty x)) hehe!!! x)) anyway... did i mention that my dad gave me my new sim card??! haha!! now i can use my new phone!!! but i lost all the contacts so PEOPLE!!!! haha shall ask you guys on monday.... whoOTS!!! it was super useful at the big walk LOL>>> i got lost lots of times.... hehe now im bored of blog hopping so im watching a new anime on youtube!!! haha!!! it's a samurai-type anime can't say it's was so interesting so far but can't say it was boring... BUT whoOTS there is alot of fighting scenes!!! haha!!! x)) isitreallyme? ordopeopleforgetwhohelpedthem?
it's has been a super LONGGG weekend....
it's mostly tiring and idiotic but yeah it's been LONG>>> yeah.. the longness started off on friday had x-country but i did yeoman... x) had to stand at the curve to make the runners walk towards the recording post. it was KUKU!!!and freakiing scary!!!!haha!!! telling people to walk... not really scary right?? but NO!!!! guess wad so scary abt it... after running... the first few people's legs will all turn jelly and they would collaspe... they were walking lyk drunk people... andsomeone has to hold them up right??? you know when you supporting sumone, you 're really scared for them and need to makesure they are ok right? seeing all them being so helplessi feel extremly scared i can feel all the blood rush into my head i can feel the heat on my face.. gosh lah.... but i think i didn't help enough as adeline.. .i think that she's really caringshe helped supported lots of peopleand really help them... even if they vomited on her...gsoh.... i think i would vomit back onthat person if she vomited on me.... haaa...but i felt super tired lahh after everyone finished running... den all the us camp challenge people went to j8 and sat at big MaC for a bloody 2 hrs having a meeting on our preparation den me and fathiyah walk around j8 while the rest went to eat at yoshi we met sylvia and jiani they said that they walked all the way from macRitchi.. actually i cannot believe them but yeah... they did walk all the way... whoots we walk around j8 finding for something suitable to buy for the camp but found nothing so sadly... we when back to find the rest so that can go to bugis to buy cloth but i got curfew so had to go home.. sad lahh met sarah j and abigail... whoots!!! took the mrt back home together... hehe den somewhere along the east line saw this disgusting gay person gay as in acts like a girl that type... he was all girly!!! so disgusting... he even does things that girls dun normally do....DISGUSTING..... den he took out an oil blotter and was dabbing his face... ok fine girls do that and den he just threw his oil blotter on the seat after use... YUCKS! and he take s a tissue and wiped his nose and THREW IT oN THE SEAT OMGAWD that seat is so INFESTED.... disgusting... me, abigail and sarah j was toking abt how disgusting he was, very openly... his friends heard and they were staring at us haha as if we care lOL! and the longness continues on sat but i didn't do anything much but sleep.. the only real thing i did was designing the patrol flag!!!!i did that frm 5-10 am haha den slept all the afternoon.... and night too.... and i discovered that we were suppose to go for the big walk the next day.. so it continues on sunday sunday comes... the BIG walk day... we came late and the people were already walking... so we just joined in....at the 1km mark... x) walk walk walk... den papa called say that ihsan wanted water... i slow down and gave him... den i walked super fast hoping to catch up with the rest... so i walk wallk walk ....in the end i finish the whole 10 km..mama called me halfway i thought she was in front... but she was behind!!!! GOSH LAH!!!!... i walk the whole way ALONE!!!!! hMPH! shan't say anymore.... went home.... got this huge headache and cramp... stupid lah hehehe.... i fell asleep for a long time... haha den i woke up so that i can write all this down... x)) whatdoyoudototreataheadache? ifeelextremlytired Wednesday, May 17, 2006i am so confused...why do people like to say one thing and contridict themselves and say another thing? it's soo annoying.... EXTREMLY annoying there is a FINE example that im itching to mention but i shall just keep my mouth zipped anyways... me was extremly upset yesterday and had a super big headache i felt dizzy and everything.... my eyes were super swollen.... some particle went into my eyes and i was rubbing them very hard and it got worst my eyes was extremly swollen i couldn't open them and had to walk around like a blind man... (imagine eating wif ur eyes close>?) den i went to sleep and woke up hoping that the swelling reduce. it did reduce but only a little... had to put lost of eye drops my uniform looks as if i splash water on myself and themost freaking thing that happened was that my headache stayed through OUT felt so sick and dizzy i wanted to go home and sleep lah but NO! have to endure chemistry and a maths which i just sat der stoning... felt lyk i wannted to die . . . . . but of course i survived den had celebration for miss phua gave her a nice big special 3A card and a pink hang-ten t-shirt that i doubt she will ever wear (it has her name written on it and a pic of 3A pin to it) the cake was nice! CHOCOLATE!! it was those creammy chocolate cake super nice lah!!! but my mouth was so comot...x)) and we had phototaking... for guides was so fUN!! haha stand beside kurinchi and she was utterly toking nonsense with yirong.... couldn;t help but joined in... heHE!!! fathiyah told me to shutup but i told her that she wasn't my mother... and she can tell me to shutup if she made herself my mother... haha told her that but i dun think she was really listening.... during the informal picture i messed up kurinchi's hair... her face expression was so funny..>!!! haha!!! just went i thought that the day would end on a NICE occation... we had the footdrills test... i was so ....... you noe the headache i had yesterday? and in the morning? it came back.... DURING THE TEST! sad thing i never pass... i feel a bit disappointed actually that i coudn't pass on my first try... shan't write the details but shall PRACTISE HARD TO PASS w/o any mistakes nxt week!! x)) den papa and mama ajak me go afganistan wanna go makan.... hehe!!! den papa was telling us aboutthe shows that he watch YESTERDAY.... which was acctually a movie but i gave it another name... he watched mission impossible 3 and said it was rabbitfoot or sumthing... HAH! as if i dunnoe! saw his movie ticket on the kitchen table at night while eating dinner half blind... and the conversation goes on... and he tok abt the DA VINCI CODE! all TICKETS sold OUT for the whole day tmr... sheesh>>> such a controvasy.... wat a nice topic... haha being lame here... hOHOH.... if jessica shen reads this.... the COOKIEMONSTER WANTS the COOKIE to say I LOVE YOU lots of time!!!! haha!!!! hehe.. must be wondering why i never tok abt the lit play today... guess wad!!! i always leave the best for the LAST!!!!! MACbeth play was SO COOL! so professional!!!!very NICE!!!!! i dun really have any fav parts because everything was so memorable!!!!! i can remember everysingle detail of the play!!!.... ok not really everysingle detail lah... but still!!!!i noe wat my favourite character the costume!!!! it was the noblemen from 3C!!!! i think they were called the thanes.... SO COOL MAN!!! they look so ... WAHH!!!!! hehe i think that all the lit people deserve lots of praises for the play... they put in a lot alot of effort in it... can see from the play.... it was so COOL LAhH... i would really take my hat off for them(if i have one xD) tada! (sweeps hat off head and bows) hehe!! there!!! an imaginary (idunnoewat's theword) HEHE!!!! i shall go do something else now rather that typing my day's story x)) lifeisbliss ifyoumakefulluseofit Monday, May 15, 2006* my hair... *today when i put on my uniformand looked into the mirror... i looked weird... with the short haircut... i really dunnoe what to think abt it..... den i went to sch a bit later den usual coz papa had to top up the petrol.... people were coming down the stairs already, they looked at me and gave me a weird look before saying : SYAHIDAH!!! you cut your hair!!!! you look..pause.... nice! i dunnoe wad to make out of it really.... im confuse on one hand i lyk my short hair coz i can feel the breeze in my hair and it's really nice.... and on the other hand i kinda wished i didn't cut my hair extremly short... haaaizzz..... i guess it would take about 2 months for it to grow in to an acceptable length.... the WORSE THING is that tmr is phototaking.!!! STUPID STUPID STUPID ME..... one thing i noe is that i dun look gd in pictures with my hair lyk tis... im extremly STUPID! why can't i wait until PHOToTAKING WAS over before cutting it??? gee.. I dunnoe!!!!!!! plus i just got the details for camp challenge today.... i guess my last 2 weeks in sch is going to be super packed and tiring.. have to discuss the sec 4s farewell stuff and the things for the camp challenge imtired canyoushootme? Sunday, May 14, 2006i 've been trying to put in some musicbut it's kinda difficult!!!! gosh... save me!!! hehe.... the songs are frm tsubasa chronicals i love the music to bits it's just so lovely haha x D as usual, some idiotic brothers try to change somestuff while im gone lyk my msn nick !!! it say something lyk "i look lyk a retard so you should call me a retard" den jessica shen tok to me saying "hi retard" im lyk who-you-calling-retard??? i didn't realise that my nick was of the above, UNTIL the idiotic people were laughing and pointed it out to me.... ARGHHH!!!!! it was after i tok to jessica for so LONG!!! sHEESH!!! can only say that sometimes people do the most IDIOTIC things ever.... doimakesense??
i can't use my phone!!!!! yet
boohoo!!! papa cannot find my sim card.... i remember that i gave him on my b'day exactly 1 month ago.. super sad.... im super bored right now..... suppose to go to madrasah now but khairul not ready yet.... so idiotic... such a burden to have to go to madrasah wif him he's SUPER IDIOTIC!! anyway... im thinking of wad to put at the extra section..... anime maybe?? haha... or maybe some multimeadia?? i dunnoe... hehe shall think more abt it at madrasah.... x)) ta!!
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yes mujia i love you !!!!! hehe!!!! she help me to get tis bloggy going.... i absolutelylove her!!!!! gosh anyway..... this past few days have been FABULOUS i got a haircut that i have always wanted but always got a childish one So im happy!!! and.... my beloved mother gave me a new thumbdrive.. even though it wasn't as big as my lost one i love it!!!!! It's green in colour!!!!! haha!!! AND!!!! i finally got my birthday present!!! haha after exactly one month of waiting!!!! i got a new HANDPHONE!!! and it's the same model as manprit!!!!! haha gosh super happy!!! but i feel kinda horrible.... it's mother's day this weekend and i didn't get anything for my mother .... yet i shall go buy sumthing for her tmr.... hehe!!!! oopss!!!! need go now before dearest mummy and daddy come home from midnight shopping... haha!!! x))
I LOVE MUJIA! =D
Saturday, May 13, 2006i do not understand this!!!!help me!!! im so LOST!
haloo!!!!!
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