Tuesday, January 29, 2008* i have no feelings. *i don't know what to feel.i don't want to do anything. I don't want to say anything. i'll just keep my mouth shut becuase i don't trust my mouth anymore. Monday, January 28, 2008* i feel like SHIT. *thought that today would be SOMEWHAT a bearable day with nice lectures and stuff like that. BUT APPERENTLY NOT.The day started of nicely with me hearing alot of things on the bus, den had a nice talk with og, and principal's talk. BLAH. my place in Nanyang is SERIOUSLY unstable. firstly, me and tiak hui received a msg from ms hew in maths seminar regarding meeting her. i seriously felt like vomitting. It was the MOST dreadful part of the day. Knowing the fact that you are on the kickoff list of AEP and waiting to know the truth, IS A SHITTY FEELING. Knowing the truth is another shitty matter. Pissing off someone because you are in a pissed off mood is another thing. Not understanding a single thing in maths is another SHITTY fact. Tolerating someone's nonsense because he thinks it's fun to tease me and tiak hui is just adding on the freaking stress. Finishing the potrait and comic is another matter that me and tiak hui have to go through. i can see myself with eyebags tommorow. Don't piss me off. I beg you. Sunday, January 27, 2008* handphone games are nice *my canvas is SCREWED.STUPID FREAK POURED WATER FROM THE UPPER TOILET, AND OVER IT YESTERDAY. i tried to touch up but it got worse. tried doing EVERYTHING except for the potrait. i realise. i need to continue. *sighs* my phone is dead too. battery flat. the games are too nice. x) * just getting on with it *i realise that i have to do homework.im doing homework so that i can stay in ny. im an average student, thus i get average marks. not letting anymore chances slip by. hello homework day. hello new study area. (balcony + big new windows = room = study area.) nice wind Thursday, January 24, 2008* i got it. *IM staying at NY! yeay! haha!my results are fine. pretty average. i was shocked about 2 things. MY CHEMISTRY went from f9 to b3! wah!!! haha! and it was higher den my bio, b4. OH and ART! A1!!!!! YEAY!!! haha!!! i love! mdm nor damn happy lah! x) everything's fine execept for the freaking E for hmt. OH well. Wednesday, January 23, 2008* it's really tomorrow *i really HATE to say this but i guess my civic tutor was right. Wednesday would be a day of wrinkels on the foreheads. Thurday would be a day of question marks. i sat on the bus today worrying myself exhausted about my future. Thinking about the future is really a headache. I remembered something while i was on the bus.Qixuan had once told me, about 3 months ago, Syahidah! What if you like nanyang so much that you don't want to go leave to go vjc? i told her that i would sure go to vjc if i can because it has been my dream since young. im not so sure anymore. let's see tmr. i totally scared now Monday, January 21, 2008* WE ARE HIGH!!! *this morning we had cake! Mango cake! To celebrate Qixuan's delated birthday celebration. It was like early in the morning and i guess that we were all very hyper x) took pictures and did billy banja in the middle of the tennis court x) YEAY! haha. i like!the whole day was fun overall, i played alot in the mist of studying. During maths lecture, my bladder was about to burst already and i was counting the minutes to end of lecture. AND some people teased me by making toilet sounds and tell me weird bladder stories. BAHH... i survived to go to the toilet. I WENT TO MY FIRST JUDO SESSION! yeay! i like! learnt how to fall. damn pain ahh. but it was fun when you get thrown. It was like getting a free rollercoster ride only with a more painful ending lah. YAY! i like. im coming back for more x) Sunday, January 20, 2008* Sorrow Of Dawn * Today I greet the daybreak, wondrously clear, misty, and full of promise. Then therein lay a quite song. It lies discreet, hustled, amongst a barren land rustling, amongst the windy seas howling. That song of the past, once was, yes,but will it be? Rustic memories flying past; Nostalgia, Camaraderie, Friendship. The warmth of emotions and feelings overwhelm, enthralling, inspiring, motivating. And then, That was when I remember, that cry of one's surrender. picture and poem credits to miao. (chris) i like this poem. reminds me of cedar really * ryan wants an intro here! *HELLO!!!!!!!! first things first. In my lovely Og13, there is this guy called ryan. He is a nice guy x) though he says that cedar girls will come find him, i think he will run away first. haha! WE ARE MAD PEOPLE!!!!ryan is a gentleman. (FULLSTOP) i think i've done enough here!!!! CHANGMIN OPPA!!!!!
im addicted to changmin's wild soul! WHOOTS! i can't believe im saying this but i can't wait for their new album!!!! Friday, January 18, 2008* we became cedarians again *We had break for 4 hours today so what we did was, GO BACK CEDAR eat LUNCH! YEAY! haha! i miss auntie lilly's shop. got snacks and koko krunch! whee! i MISS ALOT.The new campus was SUPER BIG. we sorta got lost. and it was super airy. i think that the principal and vprincipal was super shock to see why we came back. Ms Nair casually ask us why are we having an early lunch but she was somewhat surprise that it was ex cedarians. we told her we came back to eat lunch and she laughed! haha! i remember complaining alot about the canteen food and here we are coming back to eat the food in the canteen. tsk. it's ironic. we walked around and GUESS WHO WE SAW! MDM NOR! we thought she was gone... hehe. she was genuinly surprised to find out that me and qx got into nanyang's aep! because she said that cedarians don't really get into aep in jc. SHE SAYS. BUT YEAY! we rawk! haha! den we went walking around. i think we look like perfectly normal cedarians because basically everything suits the standard uniform except qixuan's green shoes and red socks. hehe. We then crashed into the assembly and listen to the harp's performance among the sec ones. i like x) mrs lim still remembers that my shoes were dirty everyday and she must always call me to go wash. She 'scolded' me for STILL wearing my dirty school shoes DESPITE being in jc already. haha! den we just talked to some juniors den we went back to ny to catch quincy's lecture at 3. but she looked at the wrong timetable so she was half an hour late. so she don;t dare go in. x) ANYWAY! my comic's like almost finalised. KUDOS TO ME! X) i need to go catch up with my homework and lecture notes now. PS! YK! why you don;t like the pig i draw for you? you better take the next one ah! Wednesday, January 16, 2008* Greek Gods *HELLO! my legs are aching today. i think im exerting my feet but HECK! i want to walk. IM TIRED! had a nice day at school x) ying ying should know why. HAHA! she happy. i also. i shall draw another scene today.anyway. we had art club today and we went to the art museum! AND visited the greek statues! AHA! had to sketch and write about the statues. i drew Athena and a Narcisses i think that his name. Something happened!!!! we were sitting on the floor and drawing the statues, the male ones. no clothings. Then there was this group of aunties who were looking around, and they were about to leave when one of them was like. "WAIT i want to see how big his CORNETTO is!!! AHH this CORNETTO very BIG!" OH GOSH. we burst into laughter. HAHAHAHA. i shall go find purple line now x) Saturday, January 12, 2008* flatfooted *it's the 200th post! one year and 8 months! haha! that's how old this blog is. YEAY!ok! i went to the doctor this morning AND i found our SOMETHING! im flatfooted. BLAHH. my arch has fallen. so basically my disadvantage is that i can't stand for too long periods of time. and i need to go change my shoes. ha... i like my dirty shoes. they are nice to wear. SO! solution: just painkillers. mann... mommy bought a mr bean bear today. haha! i like. i guess i shall go continue my art essay now Friday, January 11, 2008* i miss cedar... *i been trying to do my art essay but i couldn't help but to visit cedarians blogs. adlin's first. and im crying already. i really miss cedar badly. being in cedar gave us cedarians so much freedom on the smallest things. how we just run around and scream but people just look on and either laugh or give a weird face. how around 600+ people can change into pe t for joggings and pe periods, so fast when there are only so few toilets. figure that out yourself. how we just go and hug people everyday whenever we meet them. and how we just play play play. cedar was a nice haven for crazy people. even the teachers don't really care just how mad we are on doing some stuff.being in jc is nice. it's really fun! but i guess some things just cannot be the same. we took so many things for granted and realising it only when we left. i feel like hugging qixuan tmr. i shall do that. choing art now. Thursday, January 10, 2008* WAKE UP FEET! *my feet is sleeping. HOW? i cannot walk properly. let alone play around. HOW? i missed judo because the freaking feet don;t want to wakeup. HOW? i practically spend my WHOLE day just sitting around until 11.30 for maths den go home at 12.30 HOW? and it's affecting my mood for homework too. all i want to do is sleep.sadness. going to see the doctor later to get it to wake up Monday, January 07, 2008* first lessons *HELLOfirst day of lessons ended nicely x) i was late for GP for about 15 mins. apparently my og had breakfast together and i didn't know. HA. i would have missed it anyway. i went out of my hse at about 7.30 waited for the bus until 8 arrived at school at 9.15. BLAHHH!!! stupid bus stopped at every bus stop and traffic light. and there was a jam... ha.. slow traffic. had the first maths lesson of the year and i was parcially lost because we sat right at the back. CANNOT SEE! REMINDER TO SELF. Grab front seats for lectures! den we had break, the rest went for chem but i didn't want to be alone so i sat in with them. it was BORING. i was drawing and taking notes. den i said goodbye to them x) went to the library to sit with hermes EYECANDIES! qx and wayne, chris and erm another guy. sorry i forgot the name. did maths qns. wait, no. i did maths question. i sat there for an hour doing ONE qn. see? im GREAT! x) finally last lesson, ART! it was abit scary sitting there listening to the lecture. i kinda freaked out. wah wah wah. and finally i walked out with qx x) wah wah wah. though it's not first day, it seems like one. i enjoyed myself though. Sunday, January 06, 2008hello! i finally have time to sit and blog. listening to super junior now makes me HIGH! HOWEVER my sister just WANTS to spoil my mood but stinking the room with her vanilla perfume from body shop. SHE'S JUST 7 by the way. sheesh. Anyway NYJC ORIENTATION! yes yes... let's see how much i can remember.Day 1 Went to Nanyang on 22. Szehong was waiting for me at bedok but i was late because my family wanted a first day of school picture since it's the first time since all the six of us are going to school in the morning. New school for the oldest and youngest too. aha. i got very very nervous. got a headache that lasted the whole day. I entered with szehong and got a call from qixuan. she was worried about me. Aww. love her mann... went to the toilet and found yellow grey people standing infront of it. yeay for cedar ahha. but why didn't we wear hse t? the stupid pe t was disgusting. hugged everyone. missed them to bits. im thankful that i have my lovely cedarians in the same school as me. especially my darling 4A. OK im starting to ramble here. Anyway, found out that i was in OG 13 and in Hestia. there are four olympians apparently all greek gods. Poseidon, Hestia, Athena, Hermes. the headache continues. couldn't really concentrate on anything though there were 2 people on mikes. very loud but it was right at the back of my mind. haiz. learned some new cheers which sounds PAINFULLY familiar. man i miss cedar. gosh. principal's talk, den teacher's talk den lunch. i still felt super awkward so i didn't say much. had to leave the og during lunch to go take the art diagnostic test. qixuan was with me x). test was a 30 mins sova and 1hr painting. took the iron. thought i painted very messily. but my style so didn't care. there were 2 guys who kept looking over at qx and my work. HOW IRRITATED i was. and qixuan tells me later that they are cute. BLEAH>>> finished the painting and went back to play games with og 13 x) my ogls were hyper gosh. chenli, xuanqi and yongkit. yongkit looks familiar but i can't rmb. probably just my imagination. anyway, the day kinda passed quickly and it was time to go home already. i was more excited going home actually because my headache was finally gone. qixuan den called to say i MADE IT TO ART yeay! ran towards her like mad woman to hug her. found out she got chosen for eyecandy of hermes MUAHAHAH!!! totally unexpected man.... slept on the bus all the way home. Day2 Felt so much better. headache not there. met szehong, sharon and michelle at the bus stop. they started talking about cheers in the morning. GAKKK.... and how they felt about selling out cedar's cheers. didn't want to listen, well wasn't into the mood yet. sat down in the hall and stoned somemore. den we had olympiad time and mass dance. didn't know a single thing since i went to art. learn the dance and it was DIFFICULT. aha. what can i say? im a stiff girl with a loud voice. if i wanted to let you hear it x) i finally get to know some of my og members better coz we played games. played sissors paper stone where you hit other people's hand when you lose. what do you call it? no idea. anyway played with jieying and hui hui until our hands were red. AHA. and NEXT SENTOSA!!!!! had lots of fun there x) let's see, games, cheers and SAND! ate canadian pizza for lunch. it'll take hours to talk about everything so CUT SHORT. hui hui has a grudge on poseidon. and she couldn't drop the topic. x) got burnt because we were under the sun for 5 hours. gakk.... eyecandy was at the end. it was funny looking qx. coz she was more guy then the hermes guy. oh. and someone didn't know what's a ritcher scale. i'll take it as a pretence but sarah teh cannot believe it. ahah! went home with quincy szehong sarah teh and yinque. the conversation suddenly went back to cedar. ahh. more selling out. had fun through out the day. x) bought macflurry on the way home and found out there's no dinner left for me. haizz..... Day 3 here goes! finally hyper in the morning, managed to get my voice out. had olympiad time and we learnt new cheers X) had mass dance, learnt new dance x) was happy happy all the way. though quite sian sometimes but yeah. and we went for lunch! was the first og to go down so we finish early. had about 40 minutes left so we went to walk outside. walked around and finally saw a playground. we played ice and milk! x) was panting by the time we stopped. and after lunch WET GAMES! x) first wet the ogls, but no one really got wet except for me. embaressing. den played untangle ourselves somewhere. we were the faster and untangled outselves 3 times WHEE! den played in the field barefooted! got really wet. szehong poured water over my head. den walked to i-space barefooted. designed t shirt while cheering. For that moment i just remember how to shout like crazy and went mad. i just cheered and cheered. and now my voice is nearly gone. no wait. i sound like a guy now. and final game i got really really wet. bahh.... got a waterbomb hit at my face. den olympiad time again. x) more cheering. Dinner! our lovely ogls got as baby socks yeay! the rice was tasteless. didn't finish it. went up to hall for final 2 competition. shout it out! again CHEERING! x) WOOHOO! and dance competition x) edna should have won but nvm! DANCING QUEEN! result came and HESTIA WON!!! WHEE!!!!! and DISCO TIME! i really really had a nice time during orientation. i don't mind staying in ny though i want to go vj. depends on the results really. LOVE OG13! LOVE HESTIA! x) and im done. it's long but im done Friday, January 04, 2008* YEAY! HESTIA!!!!!! *WHEE! we won! x) but i love OG 13 even MORE x) aha! it was FUN YEAY!oh. you probably don't know what im talking about. it regarding ORIENTATION in NANYANG!!! yeay! but im too tired to expain furthur! but it's have been a long time since i played like this!!! fun games and all! x) and my throat is now sore. ahah! but im tired so i'll go sleep now. shall explain another time Thursday, January 03, 2008* school! nyjc! *it's the second day today! my headache was gone finally. i realise that whenever i have a first day of school, my head will bloody hurt the WHOLE DAY especially when im going to a new school. BAH. nervousness STRIKES!Tuesday, January 01, 2008* hello 2008 *good morning. it's the new year! with the new year comes new year resolutions.this year mine is simple. go try something new and just keep up with homework x) i watched the countdown, no offence but it was BORING. the funny thing was that i saw a lot of aunties and uncles. AHhaa! now im getting scared. 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