Friday, February 29, 2008* it was fine... but *after the staring at the freaking piece of paper the whole night, the day was somewhat fine....I JUST don't like the fact that i have to go home alone after that. Walking out of the school alone is LONELY. haiz. Being in Aep, Long hours are expected but i always had someone to walk out of school with. Or better, taking the same bus. i love bus rides when you are talking with your friends. Getting to know your friends better, and the small act of waving goodbye, or words like "SEE YOU TMR!" i really like these. i feel like rotting. It was hard for me to leave the school alone. In cedar i could do it, because the place was so familiar to me, and i know the people there too. Here in Ny, so many unknown people, so many things that i still don't know about. In the bus alone you either do these things. Just observe your surroundings and let the music play in the background. Listen to the music, and just get lost in the music Sleep. do something else. Phst. im whining coz i miss my bus partner. Thursday, February 28, 2008* i love my day....NOT *my day was FABULOUS! except the part where i got my timetable.i went WTH!!! for most of the time. coz my timetable is so disgusting. BLEAH. im like going home LATE everyday. at the average about 5.30pm. i wanna cry. It's like either ART or MALAY. now IM REALLY WISHING that i ACTUALLY PASSED my Hmt. ARGH!!!! i feel damn FRUSTRATED. sian sian sian sian sian. oh. i got into 0831! yeah! actually this post was meant to have more feelings and emotions and content in it, but i looked at my timetable again and started practising sianism. gosh lah. i shall write today's memorable events somewhere else. you clever you find. you cannot too bad. tiakhui should know where. * i have a bandage! *Apparently, the health state of my legs, are HORRIBLE. i overworked my legs, my feet too small compared to my height, i sprain my ankles regularly. GAK. i really didn't know it was THAT bad. until i went for the massage. Gosh it HURTS. i have an area at my calf which turned dark because of the poor circulation of blood there. I didn't even know it turned dark because I GOT TANNED. i only knew when i got massaged there and it HURTS. Now i really have to be excused from PE, until i feel that my leg's are better. MAN! i wanna run around! OH. MY BANDAGE IS COOL! i like. haha! Wednesday, February 27, 2008* i have just sent myself to ..... *A pile of trouble.GOSH. i realise that i really need VERY good time management, when i start my real jc life. ART itself would take a hell lot of time, considering what a SLOW person i am. i need to practice maths regularly, coz i will fall behind if i don't. i HAVE to put in more effort in geog coz i didn't take it as a PURE in cedar. i HAVE to understand econs or else i'll be a lost idiot in tutorials. and today, i have officially killed myself by signing up for judo. i wanted to, so i can keep fit! silly me. i REALLY need to plan out my timetable. Tuesday, February 26, 2008* iamfreakingANNOYING. *i find myself ANNOYING.That's because i did something that greatly ANNOYED myself. im annoyed with my past self. BLAH! 3 weeks ago, i had to type out a testimonial to apply for scholarship. It was painfully hard to write the testimonial because im not the type who likes to SELF FLATTER myself that much with such great words. Maybe i do. just in my head that is. back to the point. I STUPIDLY deleted the testimonial after printing it out. i thought that i could do the editing after doing some drafts for Magicians. i thought that the editing wouldn't take LONG. apparently not. i fell asleep on the floor from 11pm to 1am. I woke up, remembering my task. I searched my com. not there. all my 3 thumbdrives. not there too. searched the laptop, not there. SEARCHED THE OLD LAPTOP. NOT THERE. FREAK. i wasted my sleeping time. i ended up not sleeping coz i just finish my editing at 5am. It's not really editing, but more of writing 350 words of describing myself. I contemplated on going to sleep, and probably wake up late. Bathe and sleep in my uniform, and end up creasing up my uniform. And lastly, to not sleep and be tired for the rest of the day. haiz. thank goodness for xiah junsu's rainy night solo. i like. it gives me the time to blog. i need to get ready now.*SIGHS* Sunday, February 24, 2008* my friday outing * huihui, yingying and me! On the way to innova in the Mrt!  i managed to only take one pic with friend from innova, kelvin!  At Ang Moh Kio interchange, where there were lots of angmohs.  Sianru cut his hair!  Andrew's back in ny! and aep too!  SANDRA! at cedar x)  The sun setting! taken from the bus stop. Friday, February 22, 2008* i got in! *i was too excited, that i forgot to announce it here. i called miss hew yesterday and she told me,"Syahidah, I'm taking you back into Aep! Please come to school to get your transfer letter." YES!!! GOODBYE INNOVA! HELLO NANYANG!!! I went to school with SO MUCH EXCITEMENT! Board 22 bus, listen to the news on TVMobile, walk beside the smelly canal, enter the gates, see nydb people doing chin ups, walk to canteen, HUG TIAK HUI! yeay. Im home! I was so happy with the familiarity of the place. i love ny! But i felt bad that i left innova without a goodbye, at least to my og. I went back to innova with hui hui and ying ying to get the transfer form signed. i called kelvin and went to meet them when they were playing this game called the photos de nova. i took a picture with them, i was very happy when i took a picture with kelvin. x) My heart was finally at rest. i didn't feel so bad anymore. oh. while going back to nanyang, i saw a lot of angmohs at ang moh kio's interchange. Den in the bus, i looked out of the window and saw another angmoh woman. I just speak without thinking. "why is there so many ang moh's around..." a sign post went past the bus and it said. "ANGMOHKIO" haha! we laughed all the way back to nanyang. it was pretty hilarious! i like. ART was LOVELY. we only have ONE new student. Merri i think. she's sianru's new "wife". Since Muyao ran away. We already have work to think off. I went back to Cedar coz it was THINKING DAY! happy yeays! the sec 1s also were having their induction camp. They were enthu but still rude.... OH man i feel like falling asleep. i shall put up photos another day x) Wednesday, February 20, 2008* i see the light but it's blur. *yaokhuan told me the situation at aep and asked me to call miss hew immediately. i called. She say she can help to take me in. I HAPPY. the light appeared. i just need to wait i guess.Innova i sat at the bus stop listening to dbsk, emotionless. Nothing went through. Just pure music. The bus came and i boarded. The experience was slightly different then usual. Normally when i take the bus, there would only be a few students taking the bus who are from the same school. Be it Cedar or Nanyang. In 168, practically whoever is wearing a school uniform is going innova, with exception of the army guys, of course. They go to the Seletar camp. The bus ride was like riding the car. Only a few stops, but travelled about 27 km. I got off the bus while sms Sunmeng. Telling her i refuse to go into the school without her. So i waited at the bus stop, listening to more dbsk. Saw Tanisha, she tell me dun be sad. Met Wansi, we waited for Sunmeng and we go in together. Met Sarah Sim there. We walked to the Assembly ground and saw the orientation groupings. I got into Huacautaqui. A weird sounding clan from INCA, which i can never pronouce properly. i seriously couldn't smile. Not in my heart, not on the outside. My headache came back. The soles of my lovely favourite shoes came off ONE BY ONE. silly and i had to tie them with my shoelaces so i don't look funny when i walk. I still looked funny. I think that my shoes were my first hint for me to start talking to people. I made my first friend in Innova, WenHui by asking her if she has tape. Weird right? From that moment on, my objective was not to be made a laughing stock because of my shoes. I talked a lot to WenHui. I really appreciate her showing around the place to me. I felt seriously lost. Schools that i never even HEARD off are also present. WenHui told me i looked lost. Well i was. We had subject combination talks in the hall and i was seriously BORED. thank goodness for Clemont and Houyi. They entertained me through out the freaking talks in the morning with their random smses. i met Tonny in the next og beside mine. He was from Nanyang and i asked him where did i met him. He said, Mother Tongue. HAHA! this Tonny! Apparently we all ponned mother tongue together, for many weeks. There was some time after lunch, so a few people from my og and Tonny and Sharan( tonny's og) started talking like we were old time friends. It was quite hilarious actually, and one of the ogls were asking "you all know each other already ah?" i thought we was asking from previously so i said no... and he replyed so you guys talking to air lah? For some reason i manage to smile today, though my heart was not with me at the moment of time. It was at Nanyang. We had amazing race afterwords. WanXin said we must be enthu! Or else everything would be boring, so yeah. We ENTHU! We finished 6th out of 36! The people in my og who made an impression on me and made my day bearable, I thank you. WenHui, WanXin, Radzli, Kelvin and many more. i promise to play with you guys till i have to leave. I really love Nanyang. im sorry innova. I hope i get in Nanyang. Tuesday, February 19, 2008* hello, im going for a detour. *i got posted into Innova JC.i sad. Im appealing out. I wanna go back to lovely Nanyang. syahidah, when you read your blog again next year when you're in j2, MAKE SURE YOU NEVER MAKE MAMA GO THROUGH WHAT SHE HAD TO GO THROUGH TODAY. You promise yourself already. don't break it. Monday, February 18, 2008* i don't feel like saying goodbye *We spend six weeks together,
and maybe less because we got to know each other later. and maybe finally having a proper conversation on the last day we had joy we had fun we had days in the sun. we spend our last few days just playing. i really wish it would last forever. alas. everything that has a beginning also has an ending. But the ending also means that it's the start of a new beginning. dear friends, i don't say goodbye but see you later, SOON! Saturday, February 16, 2008* my lovely valentine week *hello! im down with flu again today! i think that's why i slept for 9 hours straight after i went offline. i gonna go through the week quite briefly on some days and extrenly detailed on some. haha.monday! angel and mortal! i got a girl for my mortal. ng pinli! There was a lot of breaks. hehe. muyao brought his mac and we were playing stepmania! lit sem was hilarious! tuesday! had gp in the morning, presented our project. And i still remember a lot of breaks. wednesday! Still had LONG LONG breaks. But the breaks were filled up with us taking photos around the school. OH. and the stupid trojen virus ate my pictures and it all dissappeared. I WAS SAD.
the gang! everyone took pretty pictures! muyao took this of me .  thursday!!! VALENTINES DAY! i spend the night the day before folding flowers for everyone. It wasn't enough so i continued folding on the bus too. Happy Birthday to TiakHui! you're now 17! i hope you like the monster mask. Vday at Ny was FUN! haha! it's not exactly as celebrated by everyone as in Cedar but you know within just the group of us, it really felt the same, or maybe much more exciting because i got gifts from the guys too! haha i was really surprised when erpei gave the chocolates from japan! GP lecture was interesting. We spend our time giving the lecturer 2 words answers on Singapore. hehe. we had valentines day special for PE. holding hands and run!  the presents! We then went to the library and spend our OH-SO-LONG break. i spend the time folding flowers for everyone that i missed out and doing random quizes on http://www.blogthings.com/ . The others were preparing for their lit recital. They went down to the canteen to eat but i stayed to finish my flowers. And i missed out on yinxue's performance! I SAD. haiz. i watched clemont and friends' group for the lit recital, though. The poem recitals was WOW. haha! i like miss kwek's and elvis's. i like Muyao, Debra, Debwuah, Qx, Estelle, Siwei 's performance! We went for Econs and den we left to celebrate Tiakhui's birthday at Pizzahut @ marina sq. It was a hilarious journey there.
i made andrew hold all our red stuff. hehe! cute right? at first we were like confused where to stop. at city hall of at marina bay. my mindset was marina sq was at marina bay. haha! silly right? We scared pizza hut by saying we wanted that we wanted 14 seats. had to come back 45 minutes later to get seats. so we went roaming and sat somewhere. i threw tiakhui's stuffed heart at yaokhuan when he wasn't paying attendtion. it's a "heart attack!" get it? you don't have to.hehe! We got the seats! we were surrounded by couples! hehe! i was laughing the whole time. coz there was a whole long queue of couples waiting for us to be done with our meal. hehe.
Kao was really hungry.
gp photo! with audience at the back. x) Friday!
We waited till the guys finished their lessons before leaving the field. We went for econs and i fell asleep towards the end. muyao kept waking me up! debra blew ino my face, tiakhui took a picture and muyao snapped his fingers and i woke up. haha! not my fault lor. i saw xurong sleeping and i felt like sleeping too. i skipped geog coz i wanted to sleep summore. so we went to the library. found debwuah, derrick and andrew! andrew was folding lots of paper roses! i was bored i played with andrew's rawr the lion and my hippy the hippo.   roses that andrew folded except the gold one, that's derrick's. We got hungry so we left for lunch. Xurong walks like a robot . It's quite funny. We started talking about birthdays and found andrew was the youngest, among those who went to eat lah. Qx is the youngest of us all. And we came out with the whole family tree. Lots of people where left out. didn't know where to put them actually. i became the grandmother. *sighs*but it's all my paper. hehe.  That's all i guess! it was a lovely week yes? i know i did a whole lot more stuff but this post is long enough. x) it took me about 3 hours doing this haha! i like writing. i guess now i shall go do some reading! CHANGMIN'S BDAY is ON MONDAY!!!! hehehe! Wednesday, February 13, 2008* heartbroken. *the virus ate my pictures.it cannot be recovered, because once digested you can't get it's original form right? it got formatted. I SAD. Tuesday, February 12, 2008* my eyes really hurts now *the title says it all.i spend 1.5 hrs in the dark editing my comic and my eyes hurts. i don't want to have myopia. *sighs* Monday, February 11, 2008* im being random. *Folding red papers and not wanting to study for art quiz tmr.i rather fold papers eh? x) Sunday, February 10, 2008* it's just a lazy sunday afternoon *It was homework day yesterday, so all my homework is SOMEWHAT completed.I was reading my previous posts just now and i realise how much my writing style has change. OK, maybe not that much but yeah. I used to describe my whole day experiences and the silly things that people do. Now it's all just short and straight to the point. MAYBE not but something like that. Reading my previous post reminded me of why i keep a blog in the first place. It's for those rare afternoons like this, where i can just read my life and recall my memories. May it be good or bad. The many things that i wanted to say but couldn't and the many things that im grateful for. ah. that's all i wanted to say today i guess. x) Saturday, February 09, 2008* MY LOVE! *i was doing research on geog but i couldn't help but to think about other stuff.LIKE CHANGMIN! and since the chinese zodiac thing was interesting, why not try changmin's?
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* let's PLAY! *Let's not do GP and Geog yes?obviously not. you gotta do. i wanna hurry and do this crap so that i can PLAY later! cya later x) Thursday, February 07, 2008* i feel artsy *in order to keep myself occupied and entertained for the whole day, i busied myself with ART and DBSK.wake up in the morning, do morning stuff and then read a novel about the reason why da vinci painted a potrait of an ordinary wife of a merchant, Mona Lisa. Finished the book, i blasted dbsk songs and read art history until i fell asleep on the sofa. Got bored, started watching dbsk videos and reading fanfics and finding cute pictures of changmin. print out stuff and pictures. went to draw changmin. right now my changmin looks weird because i got ALMOST everything right except his mouth. haiz... he has a too complicated sexy mouth that i need a longer time to draw it. and now im back to reading changmin fanfics. I LOVE CHANGMIN! hahaha! the whole day today is nothing but art. Wednesday, February 06, 2008* since it's Chinese New Year *
Lets101 Quizzes - Fun Quiz i love SHEEPS. Goats are in the same category so, I LOVE GOATS TOO. * SNEEZE. *As i type this im like SNEEZING still.i caught the freaking flu from my brother. AH GOSH. my head hurts. i wish i could have gone and play at east coast with them. I WANT. *sighs* as husain says, you can't always get what you want. i went to the library to comfort myself. and left my phone there. and went home. I FREAKED. ran around the area to find it. called my phone repeatedly. ah. someone picked it up. *RELIEVED* walking under the hot sun, my head hurts. ALOT. since im done with this, i guess i'll go sleep. Monday, February 04, 2008* THE ONE! *TAY YINXUE!WHEE!!!!!!!! LOVE YOU!!!! haha!!! the overall winner of THE ONE. x) haha.. Oh. and i sprain my knee. The joints are not aligned properly. so I SAD! i didn't get to play in PE. didn't get to go judo. haizzz.... JESSICA'S COMING TMR! x) Sunday, February 03, 2008* miss clumsy *i tripped over my shoes while running to catch the opposite train at city hall. Tuti laughed at me.i lost my footing and crashed into the poor guy who was 1m away from me, when the train moved. Tuti LAUGHED at me again. so did the auntie beside her. embarressing. sheesh. Oh. and i shouted 'OI' to this group of guys who were smoking secretly. sempat sehh.. i can't wait for tmr! many exciting events tmr! tmr GOT NO ART x), got PE! got judo! got THE ONE! HAHA! yeay! i happy! and SCHOOL STARTS AT NINE! i can slowly drag my feet and take the later bus! x) AH before i can enjoy, i must go finish up some work today. LIKE the COMIC. i found this phrase in my brother's handbook. the secret of joy in work is contained in one word. EXCELLENCE to know how to do something well is to enjoy it. Pearl Buck, US novelist in China (1892-1973) i need something to brainwash myself. SO here! x) im the maid in china afterall. *SIGHSSSS* Saturday, February 02, 2008* weirdo *i think im weird.i spend my day playing the com, and fell asleep. i spend my evening studying, and i felt happy. i found my new times creative analysis book, and im thinking of bringing in to school everyday to fill up my boredom on the bus rides. music is nice but i just feel bored. i found a few nice new songs! they are from dbsk x) how i wish suju would release some songs soon. ok! i like ballads. they are nice. try listening to kiss ashite mama sayonara and Love in Ice at youtube. x) Friday, February 01, 2008* it's like freedom *it's like finally a day without having to do art at home. im like catching up on stuff right now,and im think im going crazy over changmin! i see HOTNESS!!!! i have selective sight you know! haha!
* my burden was lifted *laughing with friendsand doing silly things made me happy x) thank you guys for cheering me when im like sian. hehe. i like my seminar group A! i feel like listing down all their names! ok i SHALL. Qixuan, Tiak Hui, Debra, Debwuah, Estelle, Siwei, Muyao, Sianru, Erpei, Andrew, Daniel, YingYing, Clarrisa, Shangyu, Farah, clemont, and somemore people that i have yet to remember their names. (sorry) I LIKE X) |
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