Wednesday, May 30, 2007

"ART IS LOVE!!!" A phrase that is frequently used by qixuan and adlin! to motivate them to do art. I can't really use the phrase much. hee.BUT TODAY I CAN! Every art lesson, there are UPS and downs. Today's art lesson was super long, i was at the extremes. Extremely hyper and Extremely depressed. We took lots of photo today! A picture tells a thousand words. Maybe that's why we are in art. Because we create stories through pictures.



what do you think is happening! GOSH! QX and HANA!!




that's the hyper part! the depressed part was when i had to draw my face in great detail, in such a small area. AND I was DYING because it hurts my eyes lot to stare closely at the paper and camera, and the fingers are always too fat! my chin feels pain from the resting it on the eraser when im drawing. haha!! im ok now! shall go and do english paper and maths now since husain is nehing me alot right now.
khairul downloaded a new akfg album, im listening to it now. i wonder when he downloaded it...

x))
9:15 PM |

Saturday, May 26, 2007

it's the first day of the june hols. i exhausted myself in the morning doing art in sch, and improved my drawing skills! yes! reminder to self, pls tell everyone on friday night that you still have school on sat. i woke up late today, and the freaking taxi driver ATE my money. he drive slowly when im not staring at the speed meter, and tries to stop at every traffic light! at every traffic light eats up $0.20. i had to pay $9.30! when it's normally, $8 only!!! eat my money. sheesh. i think that why papa hasn't taken a taxi for years. i spend the afternoon making chocolate cornflacks for mama's carnival shop tmr! slept after that. and now im here. x)

i read fathiyah's blog just now. she seems quite motivated eh.
honestly, i want to get 6 points too. i want to go to vjc. i want to be invited back at cedar's 50th speechday. i feel a bit sad that our class is unmotivated but i like to think that we would make a miricle and surprice everyone. that would be marvelous.
x)
6:58 PM |

Friday, May 25, 2007

it's the last day of the first semester and it has it's own high and lows ok. not lows but spins.
there wasn't much lessons today. only malay english and amaths.
malay was normal, english was kinda nice. mrs foo was talking to us again. i like it when mrs foo tend to drift from one subject to another. it's nice and quite interesting to hear her opinions. though i'll just stone when she talks about her sons. it seems that mothers like to promote their sons alot. haha. my mom too.

mr tay was very nice today because he looks like he's in a good mood. qixuan was squealling away beside me when he was giving a very weird expression after adlin called him mrs tay. haha!

we den had to check on our green beans! an experiment that we did yesterday. to investigate the presence of light on the development of the emergent roots. yes. chim. but very simple and fun experiment. i feel like im a primary school student again growing taugeh(bean sprout). i miss those days. :)



And after that we were cleaning the class!!! our class is filthy. sheesh. haha. we threw away the pillows because it was thrown around alot and it was very very dirty. haha! i was chocked with dust by the end of it.
We were taking pictures the whole day! had fun doing so! me adlin and mujia was fasinated by the sky. the cedar sky has very nice clouds. One of the picture has a rainbow!!!! x) the best pictures to take is of people doing cute silly things and the beautiful scenery landscape.



While cleaning up, they were passing around these bag of gifts that was quite cute! i found i cute wooden doll wearing a kimono. lifen was saying that it's those type of dolls that suddenly hops around at night. CHOI!!!! it very cute anyway! im going to keep it properly.


After school we went to watch the Human body show on imax theather. A VERY NICE SHOW. i wanted more when it ended! There was one part when they showed the heart pumping and the sound lup dup lup dup! i felt so awed by it. wow. Since we asked permission to go home from there, me adlin jess, lifen and manprit walked out to jurong central. it's a wonder how the scenery of the east and the west can be so different. jurong looked so mixed of the old and new. old with splashes of new. it felt like i was in johor.

a picture of the art students 2007 with mdm nor and ms jou drawn by yiou! though we don't really look like us, we look pretty! haha.

6:29 PM |

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

i don't think i can stand this anymore. Im exhausted to my wits. having people expecting so much from you, it irritates me furthur.

Which one is the real you?

the person the other people sees you as?
the person that other people know you as?
the person you are with your friends?
the person you are with your family?
the person you are with strangers?
the person who you are when you're alone.
ok maybe not by what you do when you are alone but what goes on in your head when you are alone.

yeah.
so which one is it?

im frustrated right now with all the things loaded on me,
but i can't help but to keep it inside.
im turning into a horrible person and i know it.
im doing many horrible things about stuff in my head. and it somewhat scares me.

i just can't get the person i want to just sit down around with to talk.
and im sad.
7:14 PM |

Friday, May 18, 2007




see adlin!
funny!
1:19 PM |
I THINK MY AMATHS BOOK IS INFECTED!

oh gosh lah.
jiani borrowed it the other day and she got it yesterday. mujia borrowed it yesterday and got it today. im shocked lah. i thought that once i never go school you guys won't get infected anymore. Mujia told me that they still took the class photo today, and only 16 people came. filled only like 2 rows.

it feel like a holiday now since that my whole family is at home. Husain got it yesterdayafter he came home.

i don't know if i can go to rjc's drama tmr....
10:30 AM |

Thursday, May 17, 2007

I don't like this. i really don't. i got sore eyes. and got 3 days mc. THING IS, phototaking is tmr. And im going to watch a drama on saturday. DARN! the worst thing is that i infected a lot of people too. im sad... im so sorry you guys.

in my family, only husain went to school.
i bet he's feeling a bit frustrated to be the only one who has to go.
9:21 AM |

Monday, May 14, 2007

i love it when it comes to these days,
where we just sit around and just talk...
playing games and talk about nearly everything.
im happy to have you as my classmates
im glad that we're one big family of 22
class of 2007, Sec 4A.

i slept for quite long today... about 2 periods i think. the beanbag is such a nice place to sleep on. comfortable. i love this song that i heard from adlin's blog it by gareth gates. With you all the time...


~*~
"With You All The Time"

I live beneath the heart
I watch you from the dark
I'm every breath I'm every dream
I've known you forever
I've followed you everywhere
I'm every scar I'm who you are
When you think you're alone
When you cry cos the world's unfair
You can rest assured I'm always there

Even when you feel like you don't belong
Even when you fall and it all goes wrong
You know that I'm with you
That I'm with you all the time

Say a little prayer for the restless heart
We shall never ever drift apart
Know that I'm with you Know that I'm with you
With you all the time
I'm walking round the room
I'm laughing when you smile
And when you cry I cry tooI made you a promise
That I shall forever keep
You're on your own but not alone
When you're down and you're out
And the world tells you no-one cares
You can rest assured I'm always there

Even when you feel like you dont belong
Even when you fall and it all goes wrong
You know that I'm with you
That I'm with you all the time

Say a little prayer for the restless heart
We shall never ever drift apart
Know that I'm with you
Know that I'm with you
With you all the time

Save a little love for me You'll see
Save a little love for me You'll see
Save a little love for me You'll see
And you'll see

Even when you feel like you dont belong
Even when you fall and it all goes wrong
You know that I'm with you
That I'm with you all the time

Say a little prayer for the restless heart
We shall never ever drift apar
Know that I'm with you
Know that I'm with you
With you all the time
You know that I'm with you
That I'm with you all the time

Say a little prayer for the restless heart
We shall never ever drift apart
Know that I'm with you
Know that I'm with you
With you all the time
7:04 PM |

Sunday, May 13, 2007

im gonna ramble....

ROMEO X JULIET!!!!
such a nice show... and juliet actually has a bigger role in it rather than playing the going-to-die-without-romeo damsel-in-distress. MUAHAHA!! and romeo is CUTE!

im done rambling. x)

off to do amaths now
MUAHAHA!
oh yeah i need to get a new calculator... BAHH
;)
5:13 PM |

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

OK! Remember! Marli said that she would go Japan with me to go find for Yamapi then we fly to Korea to find her DBSK. Then we will drag them back with us to Singapore... MUAHAHA!!!
marli so funny! haha

Art was ok. ahha...
When me, farhana, qixuan and adlin was walking out to pp, halfway through, the rain POURED!!!! It was such a funny sight! The 4 of us was already somewhat sharing an umbrella since it was drizzling. As we walked on, WE SAW, the front pathway was raining SUPER HEAVY but yet it was drizzling where we were. AHHH!!!! it was nearing us as we walked and den it poured heavily on us. We ran from one shelter to another, until the shelter was too far we stopped. using that one umbrella, me and adlin went first, had to struggle with the wind... BAHH. i went back to get qixuan, and qixuan went to get farhana. We were all DRENCHED WET to the SKIN. freaking sa guys laugh at us being wet, and them dry. We went to the toilet to dry ourselves. use the hand dryer and dry our hair. HAHA they say i was like some sesat person on drying hair squating down. MRT was freaking cold of course. In fact wherever we go it was cold. Singapore Shopping Malls: Cool, no matter what the weather. hm. Freezing COLD when raining i say. ate at long johns and walked around a bit. SO MANY CUTE STUFF around!
met mujia later coz she wanted to buy her shorts.

i left them early to meet kak karimah. HEE!!! did lots of shopping with her. ok she did lots of shopping, i helped her pick x)

By the end of the day, im awfully tired. Lack of sleep from yesterday makes you even more sleepy. Tired not to sleep in the MRT, but i did. HUH!

haha!
x)
8:32 PM |

Monday, May 07, 2007

im getting sillier by the day...
im so obviously bored stiff....

hm..
QIXUAN!!!
yeay! i get to go to your party! whee!! x) lots and lots of ice cream *grins* i think it's ok to discuss ideas. i dun think there is such a thing as cheating in art. unless you ask someone else to do your work for you. ok. that's cheating! and i love my sky x)

ADLIN!!!
why can't i love the sky? it's very beautiful don't you think? kirei na sora. beautiful sky!
muahha!! i shall now satisfy what you want me to say.
WOOHOO! That's interesting! *damn impressed face*

haha!
back to art!
x)
10:13 AM |

Sunday, May 06, 2007

旅立つ日の奇麗な空
Tabidatsu hi no kirei na sora
On the day I started out, the sky was beautiful
i love the sky :)
im mugging for art!!
yeah.. as if there is such a thing... maybe for the AEP students. but im not one of them so yeah...
i got my defination for labyrinth too
x)
super glad now.
i can start drawing!!!
5:57 PM |

Saturday, May 05, 2007

i want to be able to wake up everyday to see the sky.
especially at the moment it is trying to remember what colour it was....
ADLIN! QIXUAN! Don't take my sky away!!!!
haha
im being silly again...
i love watching nobuta wo produce!!!
haha
i even got farhana addicted coz i go so excited telling her about it this morning.
AKIRA SHOCK!!!!
WHEE!!!!
yamapi is a great actor! yup yup...
haha
x)

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11:46 PM |

Friday, May 04, 2007

im still feeling guilty
DARN!!!!!!!!

artartart...

me= bakayaro

sheesh..
11:19 PM |
muahahah!!!
haha
DONE DONE DONE!!!!
ok maybe except for art but

HAHAH!!!!
DONE DONE DONE!!! WHEE!!!!!
x)
5:14 PM |

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

Just now, husain said to me while walking home from tuition.
i remember those days when you can put you arm on my shoulder as a rest with ease.
*he smiles*
HAHA now you CAN'T!

darn him. how NICE of him reminded me that i can't grow anymore.
very nice...

and Khairul went to add on...
syahidah! you are like a triangle
the breath of the triangle is 3 times the length.*grins*

HOI! IM NOT THAT FAT KAES!
you obviously got a problem with maths.....
baka.

haha
gonna study ss later x))


5:26 PM |
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