Sunday, September 24, 2006

should remind myself NEVER again to pull off such a thing again. i shall admit it now. trying to finish everything in one night and not sleep is a BAD thing for me. after that midnight oil burning on friday night. i utterly did not do ANYTHING yesterday!!!! was sleeping all the way.... BAHH!!!!!! SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP!!!! i slept very long. i tried to study ss yesterday and ended up sleeping on the bed. woke up in middle of the night. ss book still in hand. attempted to read but fell asleep again. DAMN tiring lah. haven touched anything since den.
i shall now go and attempt to study again

x)

Saturday, September 23, 2006

i know that im not suppose to be up at this hour but who cares lah. i haven sleep yet. been doing lots of thing lah through out the night. sat down at the table at 7.30pm and was doing art till 11.30pm den got bored of during art so i did amaths hw. got irritated with amaths, continued with art. bAHH!!!!! i think im gonna have eye bags tmr. i was trying to catch up on my coursework. dun wanna it to drag through the exams. so im gonna finish up my sketches on the canvas and den start work on prep for 10 oct. gosh got so many things to do... haiz.... and i haven really studied properly.
i think im kinda stress now. trying to relief it off by blogging but i dun thin it work.

bye for now...
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Tuesday, September 19, 2006

yuucks!!!!! today's already tuesday... 3 more days till EYE 'o6 bleah!!!! i haven study finish yet!!! GOSH! ok today i started studying geog tourism and a bit of agriculture. im trying to memorize all the 30 sec 1 peribahasa list by today... lala... and TADA! im drained out! taking a break now before continue studying into the WEE hours of the night....

today was a extremly idiotic day. even though the sky was pretty clear today, there were clouds brewing somewhere above my head... BAH!!! i dunnoe why i suddenly became so moody... cannot think properly and everything. super irritated with alot of people even though there was nothing to be irritated about. i felt lyk throwing stuff at them. fortunately i held back my anger... HAHA must praise me!! i dun hold back the urge to throw stuff at people that often. maybe it's because of the stupid moe survey test. I DUN LYK! had to do the maths paper. irriated me!!! that was the primary survey but den the secondary survey was very funny!!! haha it was based on patterns and stuff and testing our iq.. haha very funny. but the primary survey was still idiotic.

well, i need to go back to studying ehh??
x)
TATA!!!

Saturday, September 16, 2006

bahh i must be super exhausted yesterday.... i came home at 7pm den i sat around coz i really cannot move my legs anymore. dragged myself up the stair when to my bedroom and sat on the bed to wait for my sis to come out of the toilet. i think i fell asleep..... YEAH i did! in my dirty uniform... gah! i woke up at 9.45 hearing my sis calling me to bathe... she was lyk.. SYAHIDAH! wake up! u haven bathe yet! u better bathe before papa comes up!!! Later he'll scream at you for sleeping in ur uniform!!! i took at very quick shower den go back to bed..... at 10pm ALL the way to 8am.. woke up with a big headache haaaa.... yesterday cip was quite stressful for me and anger lah... was half dying when it rained at 10.30... GOSH it POURED!!!!! GAH!!!! den i was talking to quincy in outside when we SAW a huge lightning cut the dark sky.... it was blueish white colour... GOSH it was SCARY! then the thunder rolled... BAHMMNNN!!!!!! when all of us who were hanging aroung outside ran into the class SCREAMING!!!! hahaha!!!! woah... den none of us dared to go out again... on the window side we saw another lighting cutting the sky.... and the thunder rolled in again.. this time is was louder... the whole class screamed!!!!! hehe later quincy told me that they heard us scream and mrs loy smilled??! bah... scaryy...
cip was at the airport instead of fortcanning. tiring. no comments.
x)

The reason lightning doesn't strike twice in the same place is that the same place isn't there the second time. -willie tyler

Sunday, September 10, 2006

did you hear the thunder rolling? the wind blowing as if it was angry? it's certainly very scary huh? it POURED today. at about 2 pm. my ears were feeling extra sensitive and i could hear everything. it scared me. i dun noe why but i felt SUPER scared. hah. i went to sleep and woke up feeling extremely hot.

i feel so random. last day of sch hols. last day to finish all hw. last day of pure slacking before mugging full steam ahead. ha... i wanna do i dun wanna do. BLEAH!

the other day, someone told me that throwing away that opportunity to be somebody is really a waste. you might think im stupid not to regret it, hey... i have got lots of regrets. i do regret not grabbing that opportunity. it's just that i don't lyk to dwell on it too much. dwelling on regrets makes me sad. extremly sad. especially if that regret is because of something that i really wanted. maybe it's just best for me at that time not to be invovled. i take it as a learning experience. something that is good and needed for success and a brighter future. so please do not think of me as stupid or really silly. i don't lyk to think abt it and getting upset all the time. there are many other opportunities that have been given to me, and im really thankful for them.

sheesh. im getting to philosophical but i just needed to get that off my chest.
ha.. now to GO enjoy myself for a while before burning midnight oil again....

x)

All of us failed to match our dreams of perfection. So I rate us on the basis of our splendid failure to do the impossible. - william Faulkner

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

holidays are IN! so is the FOOD!!! omg i fell fat...
lots of mugging to do. but not done YET
lots of food to eat. but i eat too much.. BLEAH!!!!

x)

holiday blues

Saturday, September 02, 2006

omg im so depressed. ok lah not so since i can actually type everything out. i got a splitting headache because of sitting out in the sun for such a long time. HEADACHE LAH!!!! heh! today was the cedar open house for the wannabe cedarians to come and visit. was doing outdoor cooking. cooking marshmellows...i think that more cedarians eat the marshmellows den the guests. hehe. super toot! hehe, got sick of the doing outdoor cooking so i went up to see the guides booth! must say that i was very impressed by the booth!! hah! there were lots of people at the booth!! i think we got the best spot in the whole sports hall!!! extremly impressed by the way the sec 2s presented guides to the guests. very professional. den me and eugenia got bored, so we went with liukun and konhwa promoting each other's cca. so me and eug went promoting red cross and they promoted guides. haha! we haa cca intergeration session!!!! hehe!! den got bored at the booth so i went down to sit at the pit. x) sat down there quite long lah under the sun. so funny. even though the sun was kinda hot, it was very comfortable sitting down there and talk. so comfortable that i felt lyk sleeping. hehe. den charis ask us to see our tans. HEH! i got a HORRIBLE TAN! so DARK! my thighs is only HALF TAN where the sun was shining on it.
and the otherside was light. DISGUSTING! haiya! was so tired and exhausted by den. and my splitting headache was there by den!!! haha!!! x) and i was HUNGRY! bahh!!! got tired. went home. AND GOT THE MOST DEPRESSING NEWS EVER! everything on my com is GONE!. ALL data GONE! my precious precious info. hAAAAAA>>>> sad. VERY VERY SAD!!

i dun want to type anymore lah! sad lAH!