Wednesday, February 25, 2009

* i see a rainbow! *

nope there is 2!!!!!
after the heavy downpour, we see rainbows! outside our window.
Luckily for us, we get to see the whole arc!
and then the rainbow grew bigger and it disappered. The sun is setting.
ahhh
such a beautiful moment. :)
7:07 PM |

* morning breeze *

Being at home in the morning on a weekday, is really wonderful. Such a peaceful feeling. I wish to take a photo of it but sadly my brother brought the camera to school today.

The worst is over for block test with killer combination yesterday. Monday was Gp and Geog, Tuesday was Maths and Econs. I have Art theory tmr. After that it's the end! i plan to work on my phototaking skills while waiting for the Lit people to finish their papers. im such a nice friend right? haha! ok...

i was reading Times the other day and i found it strangely engaging to read it. I told my dad about it and he told me that it's normal. Why? because my reading taste became mature. I AM ACTUALLY SAD TO HEAR THAT. That's probably the reason why i cannot pick up a teenage novel and not read beyond 10 pages before falling asleep. It'd really sad. I also found myself watching more and more movies of the thinking type. Those which would really bore me to no end previously. Now i actually enjoy them.

Is this what it means to be growing up?
Even my current age scares me abit. 17 turning 18 in about 2 months. I feel really old. I still think im 15/16. In the middle my teenage years, still having fun. *sighs* Time passes by REALLY fast doesn't it?

On a lighter note, since i have a bit of free time now, i have been watching fancams from the Mirotic Seoul Tour! It's DAMN COOL. Wish i was there to see it all for myself. So far my favourite performances would be Changmin's Upon This Rock solo and Yoochun's Love Bye Love ballad ver while playing the piano. It's MIND BLOWING! There are many other cool performances but i guess i have to wait until the dvd comes out to see it clearer.




AND the SURVIVOR PV came out on monday! i have been listening and watching it nonstop. Firstly, the music is really catching and upbeat! It's really good for waking people up in the morning. haha! The lyrics are quite meaningful too, especially in today's poor economical situation. It talks about how we have to overcome the difficulties together and become a survivor! The lyrics are quite cute too! AND LASTLY, the video itself! Hrm, there has been much talk about it about how it doesn't really bring out the shine in the guys, i agree with it and the dance steps are abit weird too. haha! HOWEVER, i must really praise the artistic value in the storyline and setting. The lyrics is about surviving right? So in order to be a survivor, you need to go throught the difficulties which is represented destroyed environment. i really like the settings. :)



And the plot is a whole different story. haha! i like how there are many interpretation of the plot. There are the guys in black and the guys in white. i shall give you mine. i think it makes no sense here but it does in my head. Black = supposedly evil, White = supposedly good. The white are like monitoring the guys in black and somewhat planning something bad for them. While the guys in black are just there after surviving the catastrophe outside. The White was protected in the white room but not anymore. The white room starts to emit emergency warnings, so the whole place turns red an starts to collapse. Then the White called the Black for help and so they came opening the doors to save the Whites. But the Whites wanting to survive, briefly thank them and quickly exited leaving the Blacks in the collapsing room. The Whites survived.
It's a rather twisted story line but i like. Coz it's playing with the irony of how the colour assosiation of the character's true nature is the opposite.

Ok. this has been a very long post. I realise i have been practising my Sova skills on the video. Please ignore the whole chunk if you don't like reading ramblings. Since it's already 9.30 i better get started on the real SOVA.

TA~
8:10 AM |

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

* Happy Birthday Darling! *

my dear changmin turns 21 today! :)
i can't do much but i'll sing you a birthday song to you later when i meet you in my dreams!
Or maybe go around being hyper telling everyone that it's your birthday!
im sure they'll listen to me!

You'll be having the Mirotic live tour this weekend and you are probably working hard preparing for it. I can't wait to see the concert! You prepared a really good show right? i am DAMN EXCITED. But sadly, that i won't be hanging on my com waiting for pictures and fancams for the whole week coz im having exams next week. Oh well. i guess i can steal a peek? :)
Dear Changmin Oppa!
Stay healthy and Be Happy! Smile Always!
loves Syahidah
12:00 AM |

Tuesday, February 03, 2009

I visit my own blog every single day without any intention to blog. I find it strange but i have nothing that i want to write about, so yeah......

Today, wasn't any much difference in school. Wait. There is.
The J1s have come.
Oh what a terrible sight.
There is a sense of invasiveness through out the school. I DON'T LIKE. Sighs. I hope it gets better with a better timetable. Crowded canteen and long queues totally kills my appetide.

Erm. yeah. sighs.
And my art coursework is like going in CIRCLES.
Oh during our art today, the teachers had a conference to attend so we were doing our work.
I spend the time figuring out how to do the photo montage but i failed terribly. So i help andrew come out with stories for his coursework. It was rather fun coz they were all silly. :)

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