Friday, March 28, 2008

* cake, plaits and the golf ball. *

my sister's birthday is today. We had celebration. yup.
i felt like being childish so i tied my hair in plaits.
My brothers and sisters are playing with the new toy golf set.
The golf ball is bloody irritating.

my homework is piling up. There are tons of work to do.
I don't know how to do most of them.
Im going to suffer this weekend because of art again.

I don't want to go sports carnival.
But i am very excited for the Pillowman play.


*i just felt like writing like a pri 2 student again.*

* my feelings were cheated. *

The orange pastel powered got stuck to my skirt! Ms Hew said it could be washed off but it didn't!
i feel so damn sad.
IT'S JUST THE BEGINNING OF THE YEAR. with NEW uniforms. *sighs*
im so gonna wear my apron the next time for any practical stuff.
and jacket too. it's the north pole in the art room.

i think that there were many random things happening to me.
i know i sleep alot on the bus. But i ALWAYS wake up on time to get off the bus. I missed the bus stop yesterday and i nearly missed it again today too. Such a waste of time and my energy to walk all the way back home from the interchange.

i wanted to apply oxy10 on my pimples so i just took a random tube and applied it without look at the content properly. i was wondering why the solution smelled so nice. Apparently it was a small tube of HAIR CONDITIONER.

i finally did econs homework. The freak thing is that i need to fully understand the whole chapter before i can even attempt doing the freaking tutorial. Now i only roughly understand the chapter but i think i wrote crap on my paper. haha!

i feel so hardworking today. maybe it's because of the 3hour worth of malay lessons. my malay sentence structure totally suck. And i struggled writing an essay today. yup.

OK.
im off to either continue on econs or read some fanfics, WHICH ARE EXTREMLY LOVELY.

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

* it's finally done. *

i finally finished my Ink Magician.
After slogging on it for so many day.
After hours of staring at it and the huge urge that is building inside to just tear the freaking piece of paper. it's over and im glad. YES.
i can finally start my uob proper.
Finally can start doing my other subjects proper.

im kinda sleepy right now but i still in to complete some work.
thank goodness for the super duper nice dbsk music.

I was dreading art practical the whole of today. Dreaded it like mad. Up to the point where i was making up a silly excuse and pon art prac, and refusing to enter the art room more than what i have to.

I guess it's just the pressure that makes you so freaking scared.
But art today was quite calm and fun and for ONCE i can say this. I wish we had longer time to draw using the charcoals and coloured pastels. For charcoal i drew my cute orange white bag with a reddish orange flower on it. For pastels i drew EEYORE! yeay!

oh. and i find changmin extremely hot.

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

* a love letter. *

i read a love letter today.
it was a sweet, sad goodbye type of love letter.
it was in korean but it was translated and read by micky yoochun.
oh. a sweet goodbye.

im watching shakespeare in love! whee!
finally a break from art!

Monday, March 17, 2008

* i don't feel like functioning today. *

for the 3rd day straight, i slept at 4am and wake up at about 7 am. I know it's bad for my health but you know, when work calls for it. i got no choice but do.

my motherly magician is out! yeay. good thing is im nearly done. bad thing is, when tearing the paper out from the block, i tore the paper. now i have to redraw the whole freaking thing.

I thought the day won't get any worse. but it did.
i fell sick, due to exhaustion i guess.

now i really don't know what i want to do. sleep whole night or burn the midnight oil for another night.

Saturday, March 15, 2008

* i want another week of holidays. *

Seriously, one week isn't enough.
Especially with all the shitty nonsense dumped on us.
Im suffering from exhaustion and i screwed up my sleeping patterns too.

Im tired of projects that are so difficult to even get the content deciphered.
Im tired of doing maths sums over and over again.
Im tired of redrawing over and over again. ( but wait, i was expecting that already)

i rather have fun outside and run around.
i can't because it rains and my knees are still recovering.
i rather be reading nice books from the library coz i get to hide in my imaginations for that few hours but i can't because of the freaking $12.60 fine.
i rather do anything except work.
but that's never gonna ever happen. how sad.

* the stupid fishtank stinks *

Every single day that i sit at the computer to whatever, Im forced to sit beside the stupid stinking fish tank which currently breeds nothing but bad oder and bacteria. Why is it breeding nothing? Oh well, that's because a few days ago, my youngest brother, who thinks that the fish tank is quite empty except for the poor neglected solo goldfish in there, decided to put drawings of weird sea creatures on the surface of the tank. Very unsightly i tell you, but i left it as it is because i didn't have to see the freaking content of the fish tank. Apparently the poor goldfish had a shock and died. We didn't notice it until bad bad odor start to emit from the fish tank. My brother finally scolded from my dad. Oh, and it was for making him waste his money on fish food which he just bought a few days earlier. Now, the fish tank still have the weird sea creatures stuck on the surface of it, and it is left alone, and it still STINKS. Oh my poor nose. i actually have to put the air fresherner beside me just in case i cannot stand the smell anymore.

Why am i rambling about the fish tank? it's just a distraction, to the real thing. Which is alot more crappy that the fish tank.

Thursday, March 13, 2008

* im turning lazy. *

i spent my whole morning drawing something that i knew was going to be rejected. well! it's better then nothing at all, i guess.

it was raining before i left the house today, so i wore my 4A jacket to school.
BUT i was still freezing cold in the bus. My fingers went numb and purple. Not a very nice sensation i tell you. The air outside was WAY warmer. Thank goodness.

Reached school and found out that the Mac lab was nice and warm! yes! haha! only yanjie was there. den, met tiak, sianru and debwuah. apparently all the rest have left already. ahhh....

I think my proposal really hit bull eyes of people's weird behaviour in crowded places coz, the teachers started laughing and giggling. gosh lah. everyone's guilty of it. oh and my magician became super motherly. household stuff gonna fly around soon.

debwuah saw a fly having a heart attack in the mac lab. quite hilarious really. when we were walking out, we saw a super tiny snail eating something disgusting and she got super disgusted. haaa...

went library, and found out that my 2 weeks fine has accumulated to $12.60!!!!! im gonna die paying that stupid fine.

im off to do 2 projects now, which i so do not want to do at all. BAHH>.

* is drawing. frantically *

Good morning there.
Im suppose to meet mis hew later at 2.30 for the uob proposal thingy. However, knowing teachers, they probably want to see your progress for the other works. Which i can admit now that i didn't touch at all until last night.
my progress is fine i guess, thanks to a bridal photo i saw on the net.
IM blogging only because andrew told me to update.
im on a tight leash now, so BYE.

Saturday, March 08, 2008

* exhausion is coming over! *

The whole of this week was madness.
It was a week of emotions of the extremes.

had orientation 2 , level camp, disco night and GPA.

all in 5 days.

wah...

i wanna explain some stuff. but i think i will fall asleep with the com on again.
so
till later!

Tuesday, March 04, 2008

* i can actually feel calm... *

It's surprising how calm i feel right now though i have so many things that i need to do.
I think that it's the power of music. The right music would just make you forget your troubles for the moment, and think about the things that really matters. Not that im saying that your troubles are not worth thinking over.

Right now the top of my priority list is to finish my ink competition for magicians. it's due by friday, i need to give mrs ng a super detail sketch on my magician.

i don't need to worry about maths because i was doing my maths homework that whole weekend that i didn't have the mood to do art and i got scolded on Monday for being utterly lazy. yeay for no maths for the rest of the week Don't need to worry about geog and econs because i haven even got any proper tutorials with the tutors yet. yeay for no geog and econs for the rest of the week.

It's Orientation 2 today till friday. Class bonding time! Whoots for o831. i know our olympian alpheaus is a bit dead sometimes but hey, cannot help it on the first day lah. maybe tomorrow.
o831 rawks woooots! im lazy to explain but we had fun today. oh. and i sort of sprained my ankle when i fell down while doing mass dance. pain but haiz, life goes on. My dancing partner is Debwuah! x))

went home with sianru, andrew and erpei today. Debra sms me to call her coz she's bored on the bus. i was being money minded so i replied back to tell her to call andrew or erpei. they got free incoming calls. I ended up talking to Debra for about 10 minutes on andrew's phone in the bus, while the guys slept. My ears got hot after sticking to the phone for a long while. We both miss each other. bus partners. haiz.

i guess that's all i wanted to say today.
im quite excited for tmr's games. WET GAMES! x)
MUAHAHA!

i know im ignoring something. i just don't want to think so much about it.
i don't want to get myself too miserable.