Wednesday, February 20, 2008

* i see the light but it's blur. *

yaokhuan told me the situation at aep and asked me to call miss hew immediately. i called. She say she can help to take me in. I HAPPY. the light appeared. i just need to wait i guess.

Innova

i sat at the bus stop listening to dbsk, emotionless. Nothing went through. Just pure music. The bus came and i boarded. The experience was slightly different then usual. Normally when i take the bus, there would only be a few students taking the bus who are from the same school. Be it Cedar or Nanyang. In 168, practically whoever is wearing a school uniform is going innova, with exception of the army guys, of course. They go to the Seletar camp. The bus ride was like riding the car. Only a few stops, but travelled about 27 km. I got off the bus while sms Sunmeng. Telling her i refuse to go into the school without her. So i waited at the bus stop, listening to more dbsk. Saw Tanisha, she tell me dun be sad. Met Wansi, we waited for Sunmeng and we go in together. Met Sarah Sim there. We walked to the Assembly ground and saw the orientation groupings. I got into Huacautaqui. A weird sounding clan from INCA, which i can never pronouce properly. i seriously couldn't smile. Not in my heart, not on the outside. My headache came back.

The soles of my lovely favourite shoes came off ONE BY ONE. silly and i had to tie them with my shoelaces so i don't look funny when i walk. I still looked funny. I think that my shoes were my first hint for me to start talking to people. I made my first friend in Innova, WenHui by asking her if she has tape. Weird right? From that moment on, my objective was not to be made a laughing stock because of my shoes. I talked a lot to WenHui. I really appreciate her showing around the place to me. I felt seriously lost. Schools that i never even HEARD off are also present. WenHui told me i looked lost. Well i was.

We had subject combination talks in the hall and i was seriously BORED. thank goodness for Clemont and Houyi. They entertained me through out the freaking talks in the morning with their random smses. i met Tonny in the next og beside mine. He was from Nanyang and i asked him where did i met him. He said, Mother Tongue. HAHA! this Tonny! Apparently we all ponned mother tongue together, for many weeks. There was some time after lunch, so a few people from my og and Tonny and Sharan( tonny's og) started talking like we were old time friends. It was quite hilarious actually, and one of the ogls were asking "you all know each other already ah?" i thought we was asking from previously so i said no... and he replyed so you guys talking to air lah?

For some reason i manage to smile today, though my heart was not with me at the moment of time. It was at Nanyang. We had amazing race afterwords. WanXin said we must be enthu! Or else everything would be boring, so yeah. We ENTHU! We finished 6th out of 36!

The people in my og who made an impression on me and made my day bearable, I thank you. WenHui, WanXin, Radzli, Kelvin and many more. i promise to play with you guys till i have to leave.

I really love Nanyang. im sorry innova.
I hope i get in Nanyang.