Sunday, September 10, 2006

did you hear the thunder rolling? the wind blowing as if it was angry? it's certainly very scary huh? it POURED today. at about 2 pm. my ears were feeling extra sensitive and i could hear everything. it scared me. i dun noe why but i felt SUPER scared. hah. i went to sleep and woke up feeling extremely hot.

i feel so random. last day of sch hols. last day to finish all hw. last day of pure slacking before mugging full steam ahead. ha... i wanna do i dun wanna do. BLEAH!

the other day, someone told me that throwing away that opportunity to be somebody is really a waste. you might think im stupid not to regret it, hey... i have got lots of regrets. i do regret not grabbing that opportunity. it's just that i don't lyk to dwell on it too much. dwelling on regrets makes me sad. extremly sad. especially if that regret is because of something that i really wanted. maybe it's just best for me at that time not to be invovled. i take it as a learning experience. something that is good and needed for success and a brighter future. so please do not think of me as stupid or really silly. i don't lyk to think abt it and getting upset all the time. there are many other opportunities that have been given to me, and im really thankful for them.

sheesh. im getting to philosophical but i just needed to get that off my chest.
ha.. now to GO enjoy myself for a while before burning midnight oil again....

x)

All of us failed to match our dreams of perfection. So I rate us on the basis of our splendid failure to do the impossible. - william Faulkner