Sunday, March 25, 2007

cute right?

ok. on with life. when i was coming home from madrasah, someone said that we should make an agreement on what i want to get at the end of the olvls coz his friend mention it to him. im like ok. at first he was insulting me but i brushed it off and so he continued asking abt the agreement. i told him to say what he wanted since he brought it up. when i started to say something he just interupt me over and over again. i got pissed and started shouting at him in public. (lucky there was no one near at the moment of time) i mean like which person in the right mind would actually expect something from a person you are insulting when you are asking for it at the moment of time? idiot. im not talking to him.

ok. next. i was again happy after managing to finish the venice sbq paper. obviously someone didn't want me to be happy. someone else just came back from playing soccer in the void deck and was looking very guilty when he saw me. i went to ask him something and he said sorry. what for? OH I BROKE YOUR GLASS TROPHY! my heart sank to the bottomless pit... argh! the first trophy that i got that i work very hard for. my camp challenge trophy... :( i just broke down and started crying... i not gonna accept any other trophy as an apology. what difference would it make? idiot. im not talking to him.

im already very upset. i tried to write down maths formulas to paste in my room but i got tired after 30 mins. i wanted to play the com and sat down at the com and only typed www.hotmail.com before 3 annoying brats came running and exclaming that i use the com for VERY long. they called mama and started to say things about me. damn it im at the edge of my tolerance level already. took a plastic chair and threw. they got scared and one of them ran up to my room and close the door. my room door is spoilt so if you close fully you will get stuck inside. i told the idiot inside that she will get stuck but no... she don't believe me and slam the door shut. fine. have it your way. another person came running to save her and tried opening the door. she succeded but only with hitting the toes of the one inside. HAH serve her right. i finished the formulas and wanted to paste them but someone who just hurt her feet was on the bed and refuse to bulg so i dragged her out. she went down crying and complain to the younger ones. they came up with the intention of scolding me. they told me off in their childish way and took the sticky tape. i needed it, they refuse to give me. SO just because im not saying anything they want to tell me off? when i get off the bed they get scared and start running. annoying people. not talking to them.

im going to stare at teppei koike summore till i feel better. den im off to watch ugly betty and do art.... haaiz....