Wednesday, May 23, 2007

i don't think i can stand this anymore. Im exhausted to my wits. having people expecting so much from you, it irritates me furthur.

Which one is the real you?

the person the other people sees you as?
the person that other people know you as?
the person you are with your friends?
the person you are with your family?
the person you are with strangers?
the person who you are when you're alone.
ok maybe not by what you do when you are alone but what goes on in your head when you are alone.

yeah.
so which one is it?

im frustrated right now with all the things loaded on me,
but i can't help but to keep it inside.
im turning into a horrible person and i know it.
im doing many horrible things about stuff in my head. and it somewhat scares me.

i just can't get the person i want to just sit down around with to talk.
and im sad.