Saturday, July 21, 2007hello! yes qixuan! i love you! x)i know i haven been updating lately. im pretty lazy to blog. too tired. i just woke up from a 2hrs nap after staying up the whole night and continue to do art in the morning. Painting is patience. Patience is alot. It's a funny thing that how I stayed up the whole night painting and continue on painting the whole morning and i don't feel tired. but once i reached home and sat on my bed, i feel dead tired. slept like a log until my little sis woke me up to eat special ice cream from the goat farm. An equation of me growing fatter today. spagetti + strawberry milkshake + ice cream + goat's milk + 1.5 slices of cake = syahidah fatlah! things i ate in the afternoon. at different times of course. i swear i got fatter during this month because of painting. why? im a type of person who eats when stressed. so imagine me chomping down sardine buns every afternoon while painting. brush in one hand, bun in the other. x) thus the reality happens. something made my day in the mist of feeling angry. the art room door was locked and mr beanie wasn't anywhere to be seen. got frustrated and started to call adlin. the ndp squad greeted me as sec 4s. im alone! hehe! funny and cute coz they were correcting themselves after that. Made my day because i realised how much i miss them greeting us during guides. which i totally didn't go the last few sessions before farewell because i was sacrificing everything for my paintings. i was happy today x) gosh i miss guides. i don't feel as if i acomplished something in guides this year. it's weird for me after being actively enthusiastic loving guides for 3 years and having to sacrifice it during my last year. i was crying during the videos during farewell because i haven't really gone to an annual camp properly with everyone. only in my sec 1 year. all the camps i went to was either competitions or intersch bonding ones. i wished that i went to annual camp this year. i guess i felt like iwase ken in proposal daisakusen. regreting something so much that you want to return back to the past to make it right. i was wishing so hard during the video. ... haha. im starting to tear as i write this. i wish i had more fun with everyone before we left. with the sec 4s and our juniors. on the lighter note, i still owe grace, damia, may and vanessa letters. i promise to write them by 31july x) after coursework that is hee! i read the ending of harry potter today at singpost popular while adlin was picking out stuff. she swears that she won't forgive me forever if i spoiled it for her. HAH! i laugh! OH! and rhd pics!!!       more pics here! |
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