Sunday, May 18, 2008

* me feels like exploring. *

I had exams today. Religious class ones, and i was LATE coz i forgot what time it started which was at 9. And i arrived at 9.15am. haha! whatever lah.

Went to buy my oil paints today. they cost a BOMB. i think i could have saved at least $25 if i bought the paints before they increased the prices. *sighs* In total i spend $172 inclusive of a 10% discount. Im so sorry papa, for giving you the big shock.

I was drawing my composition out when i realised that there were still many holes. *sighs* Holes as in many things still missing. I wanna change erpei to an old man. Hmmm. where do i get an old man? i have no freaking idea.

Attempted to look around for an old man online, but i went to muyao's blog and found this! HANDWRITING ANALYSIS!

muyao's was funny! i shall go read andrew's later. But HERE'S MINE!



Nur Syahidah uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone.

i do like my alone time ok! especially at home.

The circumstances when Nur Syahidah does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise.

haha! this is so freaking true! Don't get me mad coz i'll remember!

Nur Syahidah will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally.

No words needed see?

Nur Syahidah is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"
People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Nur Syahidah doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Of course i see what's best for me!

Nur Syahidah will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

Well you DID asked for it...

In reference to Nur Syahidah's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Nur Syahidah slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.

She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Nur Syahidah can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

I think my mind is weird???

Nur Syahidah is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Nur Syahidah basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.

yes i love myself./

Nur Syahidah is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

Stanley should know this very well.

Nur Syahidah is very self-sufficient. She is trying not to need anyone. She is capable of making it on her own. She probably wants and enjoys people, but she doesn't "need" them. She can be a loner.

HMM...........

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Nur Syahidah has no white space or margins on a typical sheet of paper. Nur Syahidah fills up every last inch on the top, right, left, and bottom. Hmmm. If this is true, then Nur Syahidah has a very aggressive personality toward others and quite frankly lacks a bit of respect for the space and property of other people. I would be surprised if Nur Syahidah just comes into someone's home and helps herself to a drink in the refrigerator. This can be both an obnoxious personality trait and it can be assertive and effective in getting what you want. There isn't much fear of getting in trouble here, Nur Syahidah finds plenty of reasons to break the rules and get in trouble. (Okay, perhaps when she was younger, not anymore?) Basically, people with no margins are a handful.

I think this part is so screwed. I DON'T HELP MYSELF to a drink in other people's refrigerator!

that's all i guess. I shall now go continue to find for that old man.